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  1. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  2. 1. Claire
  3. CLAIRE
  4. 2. Keller
  5. KELLER
  6. 3. Claire
  7. CLAIRE
  8. 4. Claire
  9. CLAIRE
  10. 5. Claire
  11. CLAIRE
  12. 6. Keller
  13. KELLER
  14. 7. Claire
  15. CLAIRE
  16. 8. Claire
  17. CLAIRE
  18. 9. Keller
  19. KELLER
  20. 10. Claire
  21. CLAIRE
  22. 11. Claire
  23. CLAIRE
  24. 12. Claire
  25. CLAIRE
  26. 13. Claire
  27. CLAIRE
  28. 14. Claire
  29. CLAIRE
  30. 15. Claire
  31. CLAIRE
  32. 16. Claire
  33. CLAIRE
  34. 17. Claire
  35. CLAIRE
  36. 18. Claire
  37. CLAIRE
  38. 19. Keller
  39. KELLER
  40. 20. Claire
  41. CLAIRE
  42. 21. Claire
  43. CLAIRE
  44. 22. Claire
  45. CLAIRE
  46. 23. Keller
  47. KELLER
  48. 24. Claire
  49. CLAIRE
  50. 25. Claire
  51. CLAIRE
  52. 26. Claire
  53. CLAIRE
  54. 27. Claire
  55. CLAIRE
  56. 28. Claire
  57. CLAIRE
  58. 29. Claire
  59. CLAIRE
  60. 30. Claire
  61. CLAIRE
  62. 31. Claire
  63. CLAIRE
  64. 32. Keller
  65. KELLER
  66. 33. Claire
  67. CLAIRE
  68. 34. Claire
  69. CLAIRE
  70. 35. Claire
  71. CLAIRE
  72. 36. Keller
  73. KELLER
  74. 37. Claire
  75. CLAIRE
  76. 38. Claire
  77. CLAIRE
  78. 39. Keller
  79. KELLER
  80. EPILOGUE
  81. KELLER
  82. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

I…did not expect that, somehow. I mean, I should have. It’s a party, so naturally she dressed up. But from the pictures in her background check, and how she was dressed the two times I saw her, I figured her idea of dressing up was a knee-length Sunday dress. Instead, she’s wearing a tiny little shiny black pleated skirt that shows off her amazing, long, toned legs, and a shirt that while outwardly appropriate—a button-down with sleeves—is also incredibly suggestive. The outer layer is transparent. There’s a top underneath, but it’s still taunting.

I didn’t count on her making me want to grab her and pin her to the closest surface like a savage in two seconds, dammit. Tonight is supposed to be subtle. The girl is taken. She messages her boyfriend daily, FaceTimes him a few times a week. Of course, she doesn’t realize he’s been screwing a cheerleader on the side since sophomore year of high school—a girl his family wouldn’t approve of, and who’s not really interested in him other than the occasional lay, in any case. He started college two weeks back and already has three girls calling him “baby” in his inbox. But as far as Claire’s concerned, she has a boyfriend she’s committed to.

Tonight, the plan is moving one pawn up the board, not shooting for the damn queen right away.

I surprise myself when I realize I was this patient and strategic with someone I’d just met. It shouldn’t matter if I fuck it up. I should just shoot my shot, then move on, whether she says yes or no. I don’t quite get why I’m so very taken with her. Maybe it’s how she handled Octavia. Maybe it’s just that she’s exactly my type: formal, uptight, so damn pure. There’s something fascinating about immaculate, pristine wholesomeness. Makes one want to get it dirty.

Still, I didn’t expect her to make me half hard in three seconds.

I don’t immediately approach her, watching from a distance. She’s greeted curiously, cautiously. Everyone knows security checks unfamiliar faces at the door if they’re not accompanied by legacies. It’s impossible to fake our invites; they include a hidden code our guys scan for. So no one wonders if she belongs here, but they’re curious about who brought her in.

I should say them. My gaze only follows her while I get another drink and circle the room, pretending to chat with a few acquaintances, but eventually I make myself notice the other chick. She’s pretty enough, I suppose.