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Chapters (82)
  1. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  2. 1. Claire
  3. CLAIRE
  4. 2. Keller
  5. KELLER
  6. 3. Claire
  7. CLAIRE
  8. 4. Claire
  9. CLAIRE
  10. 5. Claire
  11. CLAIRE
  12. 6. Keller
  13. KELLER
  14. 7. Claire
  15. CLAIRE
  16. 8. Claire
  17. CLAIRE
  18. 9. Keller
  19. KELLER
  20. 10. Claire
  21. CLAIRE
  22. 11. Claire
  23. CLAIRE
  24. 12. Claire
  25. CLAIRE
  26. 13. Claire
  27. CLAIRE
  28. 14. Claire
  29. CLAIRE
  30. 15. Claire
  31. CLAIRE
  32. 16. Claire
  33. CLAIRE
  34. 17. Claire
  35. CLAIRE
  36. 18. Claire
  37. CLAIRE
  38. 19. Keller
  39. KELLER
  40. 20. Claire
  41. CLAIRE
  42. 21. Claire
  43. CLAIRE
  44. 22. Claire
  45. CLAIRE
  46. 23. Keller
  47. KELLER
  48. 24. Claire
  49. CLAIRE
  50. 25. Claire
  51. CLAIRE
  52. 26. Claire
  53. CLAIRE
  54. 27. Claire
  55. CLAIRE
  56. 28. Claire
  57. CLAIRE
  58. 29. Claire
  59. CLAIRE
  60. 30. Claire
  61. CLAIRE
  62. 31. Claire
  63. CLAIRE
  64. 32. Keller
  65. KELLER
  66. 33. Claire
  67. CLAIRE
  68. 34. Claire
  69. CLAIRE
  70. 35. Claire
  71. CLAIRE
  72. 36. Keller
  73. KELLER
  74. 37. Claire
  75. CLAIRE
  76. 38. Claire
  77. CLAIRE
  78. 39. Keller
  79. KELLER
  80. EPILOGUE
  81. KELLER
  82. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

“We Kellers aren’t Hunts, Archers, or Goltzes. We don’t have billions. I mean, we do well enough, but there aren’t hundreds of years of generational wealth behind it. My father’s the one who made us rich. So, if I can’t add to it, I can at the very least do my best to avoid wasting his cash, so I can give what was handed to me down to my children.”

A mature point of view.

“Your dad’s money will have doubled by the time you have kids, if you let it lie and get interest. So you can hand down the same amount to a couple of children.”

“Doubled? You’re funny. I mean, we place some of it in certain, steady income streams, but a good half is invested. It grows exponentially. I could give a dozen kids the same amount my father put in my initial trust fund and still have plenty to spare.”

That’s said casually, without a hint of arrogance. “So it doesn’t sound like you need to be a surgeon after all.”

“The market rises and falls. It’s handy to have a career.” After a second, he adds, “And I’d be bored if I just sat at home. I figured, if Magnus and I open our own private practice , I can work as much or as little as I want, have plenty of time for my family.” He bumps his feet to my knee, smirking. “I gotta help you with those dozen children, after all.”

I laugh, playing along. “Oh, hell no. I want two perfect children, thank you very much. A boy and a girl.”

“That sounds like a good starting point for negotiations. How about five? Five is less than twelve.”

“Five would turn me into a modern Mrs. Bennet, screaming about my poor nerves. I love kids. I would like to be able to say that again in twenty years.”

“Three,” he counters. “Three’s perfectly reasonable.”

“Aren’t you an only child? Why do you want a bunch of kids?”

“I had my cousins,” he says. “They’re all around my age and we spent a lot of time together. We might occasionally butt heads—we’re all rather opinionated—but growing up, it was like having brothers. Slightly unhinged brothers, but you can’t pick your family. And then, Octavia turned up. I freaking love that kid. Lisa couldn’t stop me from holding her when she was little. Enough that Vivi ended up crying every time she was put down, as she was so used to sleeping in my arms. I adore children.”

That’s…very sweet, and somehow redefines what I know about him so far. I certainly wouldn’t have pictured him holding a baby for ages.

“But did you help change her diapers?” I challenge, expecting a resounding no.