Chapters (108)
- Cover
- ALSO BY JILL SANTOPOLO
- Dedication
- i
- 1
- 2
- ii
- 3
- iii
- 4
- 5
- iv
- 6
- 7
- v
- 8
- vi
- 9
- vii
- 10
- 11
- viii
- 12
- ix
- 13
- x
- 14
- xi
- 15
- xii
- 16
- xiii
- 17
- xiv
- xv
- 18
- xvi
- 19
- xvii
- 20
- 21
- xviii
- 22
- 23
- xix
- 24
- xx
- 25
- xxi
- 26
- 27
- xxii
- 28
- 29
- 30
- xxiii
- 31
- 32
- 33
- xxiv
- 34
- xxv
- 35
- xxvi
- 36
- xxvii
- 37
- 38
- xxviii
- 39
- xxix
- 40
- xxx
- 41
- xxxi
- 42
- 43
- 44
- xxxii
- 45
- 46
- 47
- 48
- 49
- 50
- 51
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- 53
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- 58
- 59
- 60
- 61
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- 67
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- 69
- xxxiii
- acknowledgments
- about the author
- What’s next onyour reading list?
He ran his hands down her body. All she had on was a pair of underwear and a bra. Her period still hadn’t come, her breasts felt swollen, but she told him she wasn’t going to take a pregnancy test. Not yet. She didn’t want to know, to get attached, until she was sure the baby was there—and would stay. Schrödinger’s baby, they called it.
“Do we have time?” he said, running his fingers around her nipples, making them stiffen.
A thrill shivered through her body. Emily glanced at the clock on her bedside table. She knew she was supposed to be at the venue in an hour. “If we’re fast,” she answered.
Emily had barely finished the sentence when Ezra scooped her up and brought her to their bed. He ran his fingers over the crotch of her underwear, and Emily could feel the silk sticking to her, making her want him even more than she already did.
“Please,” she breathed, and he knew what she meant.
He stripped off his underwear as she stripped off hers, and when he slid inside her, she felt the familiar sensation of completion. Her body felt made for this, for him, and he slid even deeper, pressing against whatever it was inside her that changed the pitch of her breathing, made her buck against him. “It’s your Skene’s gland,” Ezra had once told her, but Emily didn’t care what it was called or why it felt so good. She just wrapped her legs around him and pulled him in tighter.
The two of them rocked together until Emily felt her back arching and an orgasm rippling through her body. Then Ezra braced his knees on either side of her and brought himself to a climax, too.
He rolled off her, both of them breathing hard.
Emily reached out and grabbed his hand in bed. “Man do I love you, Dr. Gold,” she said.
“I love you, too, Dr. Gold,” he replied, smiling at her. Then his eyes widened as he saw the clock behind her head. “We’ve got to get dressed!”
She sat up. “Your dark-wash jeans,” she said, answering the question he’d asked ages ago, “and your cranberry sweater. And those suede chukka boots Ari and Jack got you for Hanukkah.”
She put on her hunter green cowl neck—Priya had told her it made her hair look fiery—the leather pants, and the shoes she’d finally settled on: the cowboy boots she’d worn to perform in Mexico. She was Rob’s inspiration, but in a way, he had been hers, and she wanted to pay homage to that. She did her stage makeup quickly and left her hair loose, in its natural waves.
“Ready?” she said, as she tamed a few flyaways with hair spray and flipped her head over to spray it upside down for extra volume.