Chapters (79)
- COVER
- About the Author
- Also by Jo Thomas
- DEDICATION
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- FIFTY-SEVEN
- FIFTY-EIGHT
- FIFTY-NINE
- SIXTY
- SIXTY-ONE
- SIXTY-TWO
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- RECIPES
- Lavender shortbread
- Apricot jam sponge cake
- Lavender lamb
- READ MORE
- Prologue
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
‘If you want to,’ I say cautiously. It must be her decision. I don’t know JB so I can’t know if this is a good or bad thing. I can only be there for her.
‘I’ve decided. I want to find JB. I want him to meet his son,’ she says. ‘He may not want me, but I hope he’ll want Tomas. I think that’s why I like Fabien so much, because he likes Tomas. I want the best for my boy.’
My heart and stomach lurch at the sound of his name. ‘I know you do. Come on, then. Let’s find JB and see if we can introduce him to Tomas. Do you know where we’re going and how to get there?’
She nods, with an excited smile on her face.
Soon the five of us, including Tomas, are on the bus. Once Rhi and Lou emerged from their long, peaceful night’s sleep, we went into town and we’re on our way. It’s hot outside but the bus is cool. Rhi is checking the salon on her iPad, using the free Wi-Fi, checking bookings and giving clear instructions to her staff about clients she would usually handle and how they like their hair. I know what a sacrifice she has made to come out here. Lou is checking her reflection in the tinted window, thinking I can’t see her doing it but I can.
We travel to a smart, plane-tree-lined neighbouring town. We get off the bus.
‘This is lovely,’ says Rhi. ‘We could have lunch?’ she suggests, and we all frown at her. ‘After we’ve found JB, of course,’ she adds hastily.
‘Why didn’t we just find him on Facebook, like everyone else?’ asks Lou.
‘Stephanie felt, and I agree, that Facebook isn’t the place for this kind of conversation. She’d rather meet him face to face.’ And I’m nervous for her.
It’s a much newer town than Ville de Violet. Small and neat. Everything in its place. There aren’t the older properties of our town, or its quaint cobbled streets, characterful archways and alleys. There is a cream-coloured town hall, and a sparkling fountain in the middle of the main square, a big new chemist, next to a huge supermarket, and floral decorations on the roundabout.
‘This way,’ says Stephanie, holding Tomas close to her.
We follow her off the main street into an estate of small, neat houses. I can tell we’re getting close when her footsteps slow. She seems to be making a different journey of her own.
‘Is this where you grew up, Stephanie?’