Back Escape to the French Farmhouse
Chapters (79)
  1. COVER
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Jo Thomas
  4. DEDICATION
  5. ONE
  6. TWO
  7. THREE
  8. FOUR
  9. FIVE
  10. SIX
  11. SEVEN
  12. EIGHT
  13. NINE
  14. TEN
  15. ELEVEN
  16. TWELVE
  17. THIRTEEN
  18. FOURTEEN
  19. FIFTEEN
  20. SIXTEEN
  21. SEVENTEEN
  22. EIGHTEEN
  23. NINETEEN
  24. TWENTY
  25. TWENTY-ONE
  26. TWENTY-TWO
  27. TWENTY-THREE
  28. TWENTY-FOUR
  29. TWENTY-FIVE
  30. TWENTY-SIX
  31. TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. TWENTY-EIGHT
  33. TWENTY-NINE
  34. THIRTY
  35. THIRTY-ONE
  36. THIRTY-TWO
  37. THIRTY-THREE
  38. THIRTY-FOUR
  39. THIRTY-FIVE
  40. THIRTY-SIX
  41. THIRTY-SEVEN
  42. THIRTY-EIGHT
  43. THIRTY-NINE
  44. FORTY
  45. FORTY-ONE
  46. FORTY-TWO
  47. FORTY-THREE
  48. FORTY-FOUR
  49. FORTY-FIVE
  50. FORTY-SIX
  51. FORTY-SEVEN
  52. FORTY-EIGHT
  53. FORTY-NINE
  54. FIFTY
  55. FIFTY-ONE
  56. FIFTY-TWO
  57. FIFTY-THREE
  58. FIFTY-FOUR
  59. FIFTY-FIVE
  60. FIFTY-SIX
  61. FIFTY-SEVEN
  62. FIFTY-EIGHT
  63. FIFTY-NINE
  64. SIXTY
  65. SIXTY-ONE
  66. SIXTY-TWO
  67. Epilogue
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. RECIPES
  70. Lavender shortbread
  71. Apricot jam sponge cake
  72. Lavender lamb
  73. READ MORE
  74. Prologue
  75. ONE
  76. TWO
  77. THREE
  78. FOUR
  79. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘He’s just a friend. There’s nothing between us,’ I lie, not proud of myself but sometimes there’s a place for a small lie, if it stops someone else being hurt.

She sniffs. ‘He would have made a good father for Tomas,’ she says. ‘He’s really good with children. I think he misses his family. He would make a good father and husband.’

‘He’s much older than you, Stephanie.’

‘Age doesn’t matter,’ she says. ‘Age is about how old you feel. Some of us have lived a lifetime already. Becoming a parent makes you grow up.’

I wonder if it was a dig, but let it go. She’s upset. I remember being a teenager and wish I’d told Mum how sorry I was for all the hurtful things I said in the heat of the moment, that I didn’t mean any of them. But I think she knew that. Just like I get the feeling that Stephanie doesn’t mean to hurt me now.

‘Love is love,’ she says.

‘And do you love him?’ I ask.

She pushes out her lips as only the French seem able to do, telling me all I need to know. I look around at the bags. ‘Please don’t do anything you’ll regret. Don’t go anywhere. This is your home. Yours and Tomas’s.’

She suddenly looks horrified.

‘Tomas! Where is Tomas?’ She leaps to her feet.

‘He’s with some friends of mine who have just arrived. He’s introducing them to Ralph.’

A smile tugs at the corners of her mouth. I would love to hug her and tell her everything will be fine, but I know she’s not ready for me to do that. So, I do the only thing I know that will make this better right now: ‘I promise, Stephanie, that there is nothing between Fabien and me. Nor will there be.’ I lift my chin. ‘Now, wash your face, unpack these clothes and come and say hello to our guests.’ I speak gently but firmly, hoping I’ve got the tone just right. And, by the look of it, I have. She nods and starts to unpack the blue plastic bags. This time she hasn’t run. She’s stayed put, and I feel proud of her for that.

‘This is Stephanie,’ I say to Lou and Rhi, who are sitting at the table on the terrace, watching Tomas chasing Ralph chasing butterflies and smiling. They’re still clearly bewildered, the wine giving their cheeks a hint of a glow.

‘Tomas’s maman,’ I explain.

‘Maman!’ he shouts, runs to her and clutches her leg.

‘Bonjour,’ says Stephanie, shaking hands with Lou and Rhi in turn.

‘Stephanie is my chambermaid and kitchen assistant here at Le Petit Mas,’ I say, and Stephanie’s smile is back. Now it says she has a place in the world that is all hers.

‘Chambermaid?’ says Lou.

‘Kitchen assistant?’ says Rhi.