Chapters (79)
- COVER
- About the Author
- Also by Jo Thomas
- DEDICATION
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- FIFTY-SEVEN
- FIFTY-EIGHT
- FIFTY-NINE
- SIXTY
- SIXTY-ONE
- SIXTY-TWO
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- RECIPES
- Lavender shortbread
- Apricot jam sponge cake
- Lavender lamb
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- Prologue
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
I swallow. ‘I do now. Just me and Ralph,’ I say. Another first! I managed to say it. I live alone. ‘I’ve split from my husband. But it was the right thing for both of us.’
‘I split from my wife after the children left home. We had nothing in common. I had work and spent more and more time there. We became strangers. And the children are now adults and live their own lives. I sometimes think they only get in touch when they want something.’ He laughs gently, one hand on his stomach. I wonder if that would have happened to me and Ollie if we had had children. When we discovered we couldn’t, there was nothing left. I had a dog that I wasn’t sure I wanted, and he hatched the idea of France. It had felt like something to put on the Facebook page.
‘Here, take the biscuits, Henri,’ I say. ‘Really. They’re yours.’
‘I will pay you for them,’ he says. I start to argue but he won’t hear of me refusing. Then we eat a plate of tuiles with our coffee.
‘These really are good. I cannot bake or make desserts. And I don’t have the time or patience to learn. Hence the ice creams. I have ice creams in tubs, but when they’re gone, it’s lollies.’ He takes another bite. ‘Do you have other recipes?’
I nod. ‘A whole book of lavender recipes Fabien gave to me as a moving-in present. I’m working my way through it.’
‘Ah, from the heart of Provence! Then why not bring to me what you make? I will buy them from you. A daily dessert!’
My mouth hangs open. I can continue through the book. Another day, another recipe. ‘Really?’
‘Of course!’ He gives a belly laugh, a big hearty one. ‘Desserts were never my thing. Too much sugar isn’t good for me.’ He pats his stomach. ‘I’d be delighted if you made them. And, as I say, I can pay you.’
‘That would be wonderful, Henri! You have no idea how much that will help!’ I want to throw my arms around him in gratitude. Instead, buoyed by the wine and his offer, I kiss his cheek and thank him again. Life is finally coming together. He laughs again, the sound as warm as the sunshine on my face.
‘Ah, Fabien,’ says Henri, and my cheeks burn as I see him walking towards the small terrace. As he approaches, he looks at me and then at Henri, raising an eyebrow. With a tiny tilt of the head he seems to be questioning what’s going on. I can see how it might look. I open my mouth to explain.
‘So, a good lunch?’ he asks, looking at our coffee cups.