Chapters (79)
- COVER
- About the Author
- Also by Jo Thomas
- DEDICATION
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- FIFTY-SEVEN
- FIFTY-EIGHT
- FIFTY-NINE
- SIXTY
- SIXTY-ONE
- SIXTY-TWO
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- RECIPES
- Lavender shortbread
- Apricot jam sponge cake
- Lavender lamb
- READ MORE
- Prologue
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
And suddenly this house, which Ollie chose and I moved into and have resented for the last six weeks, is my house, my space, my home. It kept me safe when my world was falling apart. Suddenly it matters to me. I have nothing but this house and Ralph, a bed, some bedding and a half-finished chair.
‘We’re cash buyers, so I’m presuming we can come to a deal on the price. There’s a lot that needs doing, so we’re really just buying the position,’ Keef drones on.
Carine looks at me and I look back at her. We may be thinking the same thing. We hold each other’s gaze.
‘Actually, Carine,’ I say slowly.
‘Oui, Madame?’ Her head cocks, her neat bob shifting, and her lips twitch with a smile. The sound of the bed being assembled upstairs has stopped and Fabien is now behind me.
‘All done,’ he says. ‘Where do you want the table?’
I turn to him. ‘In the kitchen, please, Fabien, where I can see the view.’
‘Parfait,’ he says.
‘Actually, Carine,’ I repeat, and Fabien stops in his tracks.
The buyers are staring impatiently at me, keen to agree a deal. He is chewing the arm of his aviator glasses. Her arms are folded over her chest. No one speaks. They are anxious for me to name my price.
‘Le Petit Mas de la Lavande is no longer for sale.’
‘I see,’ says Carine.
‘What – has someone else nipped in before us? Okay, okay, I’ll give you the asking price if that’s what it takes.’ He sighs heavily, sweat forming on his brow in the warm June sunshine.
‘No. There’s been a change in our … my situation,’ I say, trying to control the waver in my voice.
‘You and your husband are staying?’ Carine asks.
‘I’m staying, Carine. Just me.’ I lift my chin, feeling brave, joyous and terrified all at the same time. ‘I’m staying at Le Petit Mas de la Lavande. I’m not selling it. I’m not going back to the UK, with or without my husband.’
This time Carine smiles. ‘I see. Of course, et bravo,’ she says, filling me with confidence.
‘You mean you’re not going to sell?’ says Keef.
‘Offer her more than the asking price!’ hisses his wife. ‘I can’t be bothered to trail round any more of these old places.’
Keef sighs. ‘Go on, then. We’ll pay your asking price, and ten per cent. And you’ve had a lucky day. Make sure it all goes through quick, though. And you can take all that crap away too!’ He waves at Fabien and the truck. Fabien says nothing, but I see his fist curl.