Chapters (79)
- COVER
- About the Author
- Also by Jo Thomas
- DEDICATION
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- FIFTY-SEVEN
- FIFTY-EIGHT
- FIFTY-NINE
- SIXTY
- SIXTY-ONE
- SIXTY-TWO
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- RECIPES
- Lavender shortbread
- Apricot jam sponge cake
- Lavender lamb
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- Prologue
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
‘Can’t you just get in more staff to help?’ I say, rerolling the dough in my hand and then on the worn, flawed surface, just as I have for years, from when I first stood on a chair beside Nonno, was given a piece of dough and helped to make my first tiny pizza. I remember the glee I felt watching it cook, then eating the misshapen base, heavily loaded with all the toppings I liked: Nonna’s sauce, cheese and prosciutto. But never pineapple. You never mention pineapple on pizza when Nonno is in the kitchen. I smile at the memory.
‘Now roll it and push it, roll it and push it,’ he says, as if I’m learning from scratch, and I can tell he’s trying to keep his thoughts under control, as well as mine.
We focus on the balls of dough in front of us.
‘So, let me get this right,’ I say slowly, rolling the dough and pushing it, rolling and pushing rhythmically, with the heel of my hand. ‘You want to retire? I mean, the doctor hasn’t told you you should?’
He shakes his head.
‘You want to?’
He nods. ‘Yes,’ he says. ‘It’s time.’
I take a deep breath, and once the shock starts to pass, I can see it makes sense. It’s just I never see my grandparents getting any older. Not before this trip anyway. They always seem the same. A few more grey hairs for Nonna maybe, and in Nonno’s case white ones, but otherwise just the same.
‘Are you sure you don’t feel you just need a bit more time off? Maybe you came back to work too soon.’ I’m hoping this might be a hiccup.
He shakes his head. ‘It’s time to hand it on,’ he says, sadly but firmly. ‘I’m getting older and, much as I hate to admit it, it’s getting harder. I want to pass the legacy on while I’m still alive to see it.’
‘You’re not going to sell it, are you?’ Again, I stop what I’m doing. It had never occurred to me that Nonno’s restaurant might be sold one day.
He stops kneading. ‘I hope not, lovely. I hope it won’t come to that. I hope I’ll be able to hand it on to someone who really wants it,’ he says reassuringly, with an encouraging smile. ‘Someone who wants it and will carry on doing what I’ve been doing here, your great-grandfather before me.’
‘Well, that’s something at least.’ We carry on kneading in silence, until we’ve dealt with all of the dough.