Chapters (79)
- COVER
- About the Author
- Also by Jo Thomas
- DEDICATION
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- FIFTY-SEVEN
- FIFTY-EIGHT
- FIFTY-NINE
- SIXTY
- SIXTY-ONE
- SIXTY-TWO
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- RECIPES
- Lavender shortbread
- Apricot jam sponge cake
- Lavender lamb
- READ MORE
- Prologue
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
‘Have you come to tell me you’re reporting me to the police?’ she says, like a cat backed into a corner, spitting and hissing. ‘To tell them I’m a thief.’
Her words sting.
‘No,’ I say. ‘I’ve come …’ now I have to find the words ‘… because I cannot believe how wrong I was. I knew you wouldn’t have taken the money.’
‘Oh, really? How did you know? If I had told you I hadn’t done it, would you have believed me?’
‘Yes, of course! It was Cora all along. I should’ve realized it straight away. I’m sorry. She was trying to set you up so that I would think it was you and the riverside clearing would be closed down. She wanted to hurt us. To get us all to leave, and leave her town “picture-perfect”.’
‘Looks like she succeeded.’
‘I couldn’t feel worse about it. I never really thought it was you. Not even for a second. I’m sorry.’
She raises her eyebrows.
‘Not even for a second? Me, the thief! Who could never change her spots!’
She lifts her chin higher just like when I first met her and I wonder if it’s to stop any tears leaking from her eyes.
I shake my head.
‘Not even for a second.’ I need her to believe me. I knew in my heart that she wouldn’t do that to me, no matter how much Cora wanted me to think that.
Stephanie says nothing. Nobody says anything. That’s it. It’s all I can say. I could tell her how much I’ve loved having her and Tomas in my life, JB too, about how wonderful she is with the business. But I just need her to know that I really am sorry. Nothing can repair the damage I’ve done here. I turn to JB’s parents and bid them au revoir. I’m unlikely to see them again. I say the same to JB. I want to hug him and tell him how proud I am of the dad he’s become. There is so much more I want to say to Stephanie, how I wish her all the luck and love in the world, and how proud I am of the person she is and wish I was more like her.
But I can’t say any more. I can’t speak for the lump in my throat. Instead I nod, walk towards the door and open it. JB holds it as I step outside into the wild, windy, warm afternoon. I feel like I’ve been picked up and spun around – I’m not sure which way I’ll end up facing when the mistral leaves again. I hold my arm over my eyes and walk down the path, hoping Fabien hasn’t deserted me altogether for my foolish behaviour.