Chapters (79)
- COVER
- About the Author
- Also by Jo Thomas
- DEDICATION
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- FIFTY-SEVEN
- FIFTY-EIGHT
- FIFTY-NINE
- SIXTY
- SIXTY-ONE
- SIXTY-TWO
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- RECIPES
- Lavender shortbread
- Apricot jam sponge cake
- Lavender lamb
- READ MORE
- Prologue
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
‘Del,’ he says, and my nerves fray as I wonder if it’s news about Henri. Fabien kisses me on each cheek.
‘How’s Henri?’ I say, distracting myself from the smell of his aftershave, which sends my hormones into a frenzy.
‘He’s sitting up and talking, and the doctors say he’ll be home soon. But he must take it easy.’
‘Oh, that’s brilliant news!’ I fling my arms around him and hug him tightly. Too tightly and too enthusiastically.
Tomas laughs and claps and, embarrassed, I release Fabien from my tight embrace, which seemed to enfold everything I care about right now. Stephanie and JB laugh too. JB is a man of few words, but he has the most beautiful smile, which we’ve seen more and more over the past few weeks.
‘You’re happy, then?’ Fabien says.
‘Very happy,’ I reply. And then I do the most natural thing in the world. ‘Come on, let’s all eat. Stephanie, bring some wine. Fabien, you’ll stay?’ Then I falter. ‘If there’s nowhere else you have to be?’ And suddenly JB and Stephanie look at each other, as if holding their breath. ‘Rhi too!’ I say quickly. ‘Lou is … Lou seems to have gone to meet Alain. He’s going to show her the riverside and its plants.’ I look at my text messages.
‘I didn’t know Lou was into plants,’ says Stephanie.
‘Neither did I!’ We all laugh.
‘And Rhi?’ I’m looking round for her.
‘Rhi,’ says Fabien, ‘can’t join us.’
‘Oh, that’s a shame. I’ll save her some,’ I say quickly. ‘Why?’
‘She’s stayed with Henri to keep him company,’ he says steadily, holding my gaze. ‘It seems they have a lot in common – running small businesses, kids who have left home …’
‘Oh!’ My eyebrows shoot up. Rhi and Henri: I’m slowly processing the information. ‘Right. Well, I understand if you …’ What am I saying and why am I saying it? I look at him and I’m trying to say, ‘It was the most wonderful kiss I’ve ever had!’ But maybe it was just another kiss to him. For a moment we’re tongue-tied. The words just don’t come.
‘It’s lemon and lavender chicken,’ I say, and it smells delicious, ‘followed by honey and lavender shortbread with ice cream.’