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Chapters (90)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Praise for Malorie Blackman’s books
  4. Also available by Malorie Blackman for young adult readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Family Tree
  7. Epigraph
  8. NOW
  9. one. Tobey
  10. two. Libby
  11. Then
  12. three. Place Names
  13. four. Isabella Monroe
  14. five. Kellan Bruemann
  15. NOW
  16. six. Libby
  17. Daily Shouter Online
  18. Then
  19. seven. Patrix Ellerman
  20. eight. Tobey Durbridge
  21. nine. Circulating
  22. NOW
  23. ten. Troy
  24. Then
  25. eleven. Owen Dowd
  26. twelve. Eva Foxton
  27. thirteen. Tom Jeavons
  28. NOW
  29. Then
  30. fourteen. Sephy Ealing
  31. fifteen. The Night That Would Never End
  32. NOW
  33. sixteen. Sephy
  34. seventeen. Libby
  35. eighteen. Sephy
  36. nineteen. Tobey
  37. twenty. Sephy
  38. twenty-one. Libby
  39. twenty-two. Troy
  40. twenty-three. Libby
  41. twenty-four. Tobey
  42. twenty-five. Troy
  43. twenty-six. Callie
  44. twenty-seven. Tobey
  45. twenty-eight. Troy
  46. twenty-nine. Callie
  47. thirty. Sephy
  48. thirty-one. Libby
  49. thirty-two. Sephy
  50. thirty-three. Tobey
  51. thirty-four. Sephy
  52. thirty-five. Troy
  53. thirty-six. Callie
  54. thirty-seven. Tobey
  55. thirty-eight. Callie
  56. thirty-nine. Sephy
  57. forty. Tobey
  58. forty-one. Sephy
  59. forty-two. Troy
  60. forty-three. Callie
  61. forty-four. Sephy
  62. forty-five. Libby
  63. forty-six. Sephy
  64. forty-seven. Troy
  65. forty-eight. Tobey
  66. forty-nine. Sephy
  67. fifty. Libby
  68. fifty-one. Sephy
  69. fifty-two. Callie
  70. fifty-three. Tobey
  71. fifty-four. Sephy
  72. fifty-five. Troy
  73. fifty-six. Libby
  74. fifty-seven. Callie
  75. fifty-eight. Sephy
  76. fifty-nine. Tobey
  77. sixty. Callie
  78. sixty-one. Sephy
  79. sixty-two. Tobey
  80. sixty-three. Sephy
  81. sixty-four. Tobey
  82. sixty-five. Troy
  83. sixty-six. Callie
  84. THREE MONTHS LATER
  85. sixty-seven. Tobey
  86. sixty-eight. Troy
  87. sixty-nine. Callie
  88. seventy. Libby
  89. Acknowledgements
  90. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘I don’t wanna hear it. Stop asking me how I’m doing.’ Troy began to raise his voice. ‘Stop asking me if there’s anything you can get me or do for me. Stop following me around like some lost puppy and, for the love of God, stop looking at me like I’m about to melt into a puddle. I’m not. You want to do something for me? Bring my mum back. If you can’t manage that, then stay the hell out of my way.’

That’s when I’d entered the room to stop the argument from escalating. Troy gave me a filthy look that had practically seared the hairs off my skin before storming out. Libby hung her head, fighting back tears.

‘Libby, give him time.’ I raised her chin so I could look her in the eyes. ‘Troy’s hurting. We all are. Just be patient, OK?’

She nodded.

After Mum’s funeral, Troy and Libby had taken a week’s break before they both started back at school. Nana Meggie said it was best to re-establish some kind of regular routine for them so we took her advice. But, over the weeks, Troy and I had grown apart, becoming more distant, and I didn’t know what to do about that.

I had hoped that my wedding a couple of weeks ago might’ve brightened Troy’s mood, but if anything it had the opposite effect. The only thing that had spoiled an otherwise near-perfect day was that my brother had chosen not to say a single spontaneous word to me. Not one. He was hurting and, by marrying Tobey, I had hurt him more.

As if hearing the direction of my thoughts, Troy walked into the kitchen, the phone in his hand taking all his attention. I watched him for a few moments, then said, ‘Hey, Troy. How’s my favourite brother?’

Troy stiffened, his demeanour clouding over. He turned on his heels, ready to leave the room.

‘Troy, please,’ I called after him, unexpectedly on the verge of tears. ‘Can we just talk? Please. It’s what Mum would’ve wanted.’

It was low bringing Mum into it, but I’d tried everything else. From the moment Tobey and I had exchanged rings at our wedding ceremony, Troy hadn’t said one word to me that hadn’t been strictly necessary. I couldn’t remember the last time we’d had a proper conversation. We were both grieving for Mum apart when we should’ve been together.

Troy spun round and launched in. ‘How could you, Callie? How could you marry that man?’

‘Troy, please—’

‘Callie, he’s no good. Everyone says so,’ Troy told me. ‘He only cares about himself and now he’s got everything he’s ever wanted – you, our house and respectability.’

‘Troy, which rag did you read that in?’

‘It’s true, isn’t it?’