Chapters (90)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Praise for Malorie Blackman’s books
- Also available by Malorie Blackman for young adult readers
- Dedication
- Family Tree
- Epigraph
- NOW
- one. Tobey
- two. Libby
- Then
- three. Place Names
- four. Isabella Monroe
- five. Kellan Bruemann
- NOW
- six. Libby
- Daily Shouter Online
- Then
- seven. Patrix Ellerman
- eight. Tobey Durbridge
- nine. Circulating
- NOW
- ten. Troy
- Then
- eleven. Owen Dowd
- twelve. Eva Foxton
- thirteen. Tom Jeavons
- NOW
- Then
- fourteen. Sephy Ealing
- fifteen. The Night That Would Never End
- NOW
- sixteen. Sephy
- seventeen. Libby
- eighteen. Sephy
- nineteen. Tobey
- twenty. Sephy
- twenty-one. Libby
- twenty-two. Troy
- twenty-three. Libby
- twenty-four. Tobey
- twenty-five. Troy
- twenty-six. Callie
- twenty-seven. Tobey
- twenty-eight. Troy
- twenty-nine. Callie
- thirty. Sephy
- thirty-one. Libby
- thirty-two. Sephy
- thirty-three. Tobey
- thirty-four. Sephy
- thirty-five. Troy
- thirty-six. Callie
- thirty-seven. Tobey
- thirty-eight. Callie
- thirty-nine. Sephy
- forty. Tobey
- forty-one. Sephy
- forty-two. Troy
- forty-three. Callie
- forty-four. Sephy
- forty-five. Libby
- forty-six. Sephy
- forty-seven. Troy
- forty-eight. Tobey
- forty-nine. Sephy
- fifty. Libby
- fifty-one. Sephy
- fifty-two. Callie
- fifty-three. Tobey
- fifty-four. Sephy
- fifty-five. Troy
- fifty-six. Libby
- fifty-seven. Callie
- fifty-eight. Sephy
- fifty-nine. Tobey
- sixty. Callie
- sixty-one. Sephy
- sixty-two. Tobey
- sixty-three. Sephy
- sixty-four. Tobey
- sixty-five. Troy
- sixty-six. Callie
- THREE MONTHS LATER
- sixty-seven. Tobey
- sixty-eight. Troy
- sixty-nine. Callie
- seventy. Libby
- Acknowledgements
- THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
Before Libby had been kidnapped and held for ransom, my predominant, enduring trait had been cynicism. I expected the worse and that’s usually what I got. Maybe because that was all I was looking for. But I didn’t feel that way any more. Now I had real faith that I genuinely could make a difference, that I could make life better for most people in Albion. I had faith in all I could do and who I could be. I had faith in the new me, and in Callie, and the two of us together. I had faith that, with Callie by my side, we’d be able to move mountains. I had faith that I would love her for all eternity. I’d given her my whole heart and, if she truly trusted me with hers, then I could not only fly but soar.
For the first time, I had faith.
And hopefully, one day, someday, the guilt I felt at what had happened to Callie’s mum would if not disappear, then at least dissipate. Because, even though Callie had never reproached me with a single look, word or action, we both knew Sephy’s death was on me. Sephy had stepped in front of Jon’s bullet to save me. I would never forget that. In saving my life, Sephy and her daughter now owned me eternally – heart, body and soul. It was now my lifetime mission to prove to Callie that her mum’s sacrifice hadn’t been wasted. Life was good – and it could only get better. Hallelujah!
The intercom button on my phone began to flash. With a sigh, I pressed it.
‘Yes, Jade?’
‘Sir, the Defence Secretary has arrived for your three-thirty meeting,’ my personal assistant announced.
‘Send her in,’ I said. ‘And, Jade, I’d love a cup of coffee, please.’
‘Yes, sir.’
sixty-eight. Troy
It’d been snowing almost non-stop for the past three days and was now so thick it was up to my calves. A serious winter shout. Hopefully it would last a while. I loved fresh, falling snow. There was something so quiet, so calming about it. I was out in the back garden, sitting on a swing, using my heels to twist my body and the swing’s chain round and round until it couldn’t be tightened any more. Then I lifted my feet, closed my eyes and let the chain unravel at speed, spinning me in the process. I hadn’t done this since I was a kid. Now I couldn’t stop. Though the snowfall was taking a temporary break, the clouds above were a curious deep grey-white, perfectly still and waiting for just the right moment to dump more snow onto the world below. Knowing I didn’t have long before either Nana Meggie or my sister called me inside, I was making the most of my solitude. It didn’t last long.
‘May I join you?’