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Chapters (90)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Praise for Malorie Blackman’s books
  4. Also available by Malorie Blackman for young adult readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Family Tree
  7. Epigraph
  8. NOW
  9. one. Tobey
  10. two. Libby
  11. Then
  12. three. Place Names
  13. four. Isabella Monroe
  14. five. Kellan Bruemann
  15. NOW
  16. six. Libby
  17. Daily Shouter Online
  18. Then
  19. seven. Patrix Ellerman
  20. eight. Tobey Durbridge
  21. nine. Circulating
  22. NOW
  23. ten. Troy
  24. Then
  25. eleven. Owen Dowd
  26. twelve. Eva Foxton
  27. thirteen. Tom Jeavons
  28. NOW
  29. Then
  30. fourteen. Sephy Ealing
  31. fifteen. The Night That Would Never End
  32. NOW
  33. sixteen. Sephy
  34. seventeen. Libby
  35. eighteen. Sephy
  36. nineteen. Tobey
  37. twenty. Sephy
  38. twenty-one. Libby
  39. twenty-two. Troy
  40. twenty-three. Libby
  41. twenty-four. Tobey
  42. twenty-five. Troy
  43. twenty-six. Callie
  44. twenty-seven. Tobey
  45. twenty-eight. Troy
  46. twenty-nine. Callie
  47. thirty. Sephy
  48. thirty-one. Libby
  49. thirty-two. Sephy
  50. thirty-three. Tobey
  51. thirty-four. Sephy
  52. thirty-five. Troy
  53. thirty-six. Callie
  54. thirty-seven. Tobey
  55. thirty-eight. Callie
  56. thirty-nine. Sephy
  57. forty. Tobey
  58. forty-one. Sephy
  59. forty-two. Troy
  60. forty-three. Callie
  61. forty-four. Sephy
  62. forty-five. Libby
  63. forty-six. Sephy
  64. forty-seven. Troy
  65. forty-eight. Tobey
  66. forty-nine. Sephy
  67. fifty. Libby
  68. fifty-one. Sephy
  69. fifty-two. Callie
  70. fifty-three. Tobey
  71. fifty-four. Sephy
  72. fifty-five. Troy
  73. fifty-six. Libby
  74. fifty-seven. Callie
  75. fifty-eight. Sephy
  76. fifty-nine. Tobey
  77. sixty. Callie
  78. sixty-one. Sephy
  79. sixty-two. Tobey
  80. sixty-three. Sephy
  81. sixty-four. Tobey
  82. sixty-five. Troy
  83. sixty-six. Callie
  84. THREE MONTHS LATER
  85. sixty-seven. Tobey
  86. sixty-eight. Troy
  87. sixty-nine. Callie
  88. seventy. Libby
  89. Acknowledgements
  90. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

I couldn’t wait any longer. If I was going to make my move, it had to be now, before any others left in the house could be warned that I was coming. I got out of the car and discreetly checked my gun.

Show time.

thirty-five. Troy

Libby and I had been digging for who knew how long and our progress was embarrassing. I could stand in the hole we’d spent hours digging and not get my shins dirty. However, I’d be standing on one leg ’cause my ankle was still throbbing like a bastard. Libby’s tights wrapped round my leg were bulky and uncomfortable and meant I couldn’t put my legs together. I felt like and probably moved as if I was stuck on an invisible horse – I couldn’t run off now if I tried.

I glanced at Libby. Her face was filthy where she’d been constantly pushing her hair back with dirty hands. Her lowered eyebrows and pursed lips gave her a look of bullish determination as she dug her makeshift spade into the dirt, scooping it up with the nailed end, throwing it against the adjacent wall. Libby caught me watching her. We didn’t smile, didn’t frown, didn’t speak. What was there to say?

Pop!

Pop! Pop!

Pop! Pop! Pop!

The unexpected noise came from somewhere above us, towards the back of the house, I think. Libby and I exchanged a look. What on earth was that? One or two pops and I might’ve thought maybe I’d imagined them, but there were too many to believe that.

‘Hello?’ I called out. ‘If you’re up there, we need more food and water. And toilet paper! Hello?’

Silence.

‘Why would anyone up there care about us?’ asked Libby softly. ‘If they boarded us up in here, they couldn’t give a damn about our welfare.’

She had a point. We waited another minute or two, straining to hear any further noises. Nothing. With a sigh, we both got back to digging. I told myself that our way out of here lay in our own hands.

Now we had to make that come true.

‘I need a space

That’s mine alone.

A view, a hue

To call my own.

When I’m lonely,

Deep shades of blue,

I close my eyes

And what I do

Is think of home,

Where I belong.

I dream of home

And sing this song.’

I sang softly to myself, needing to break up the silence of the basement. Plus I was feeling the words. I didn’t look up from digging, but I knew Libby was watching me. I braced myself for a tirade of abuse, but that wasn’t gonna stop me.

‘I think of home where I belong.’

Defiantly I sang a little louder.

‘I dream of home, and I grow strong.’