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Chapters (90)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Praise for Malorie Blackman’s books
  4. Also available by Malorie Blackman for young adult readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Family Tree
  7. Epigraph
  8. NOW
  9. one. Tobey
  10. two. Libby
  11. Then
  12. three. Place Names
  13. four. Isabella Monroe
  14. five. Kellan Bruemann
  15. NOW
  16. six. Libby
  17. Daily Shouter Online
  18. Then
  19. seven. Patrix Ellerman
  20. eight. Tobey Durbridge
  21. nine. Circulating
  22. NOW
  23. ten. Troy
  24. Then
  25. eleven. Owen Dowd
  26. twelve. Eva Foxton
  27. thirteen. Tom Jeavons
  28. NOW
  29. Then
  30. fourteen. Sephy Ealing
  31. fifteen. The Night That Would Never End
  32. NOW
  33. sixteen. Sephy
  34. seventeen. Libby
  35. eighteen. Sephy
  36. nineteen. Tobey
  37. twenty. Sephy
  38. twenty-one. Libby
  39. twenty-two. Troy
  40. twenty-three. Libby
  41. twenty-four. Tobey
  42. twenty-five. Troy
  43. twenty-six. Callie
  44. twenty-seven. Tobey
  45. twenty-eight. Troy
  46. twenty-nine. Callie
  47. thirty. Sephy
  48. thirty-one. Libby
  49. thirty-two. Sephy
  50. thirty-three. Tobey
  51. thirty-four. Sephy
  52. thirty-five. Troy
  53. thirty-six. Callie
  54. thirty-seven. Tobey
  55. thirty-eight. Callie
  56. thirty-nine. Sephy
  57. forty. Tobey
  58. forty-one. Sephy
  59. forty-two. Troy
  60. forty-three. Callie
  61. forty-four. Sephy
  62. forty-five. Libby
  63. forty-six. Sephy
  64. forty-seven. Troy
  65. forty-eight. Tobey
  66. forty-nine. Sephy
  67. fifty. Libby
  68. fifty-one. Sephy
  69. fifty-two. Callie
  70. fifty-three. Tobey
  71. fifty-four. Sephy
  72. fifty-five. Troy
  73. fifty-six. Libby
  74. fifty-seven. Callie
  75. fifty-eight. Sephy
  76. fifty-nine. Tobey
  77. sixty. Callie
  78. sixty-one. Sephy
  79. sixty-two. Tobey
  80. sixty-three. Sephy
  81. sixty-four. Tobey
  82. sixty-five. Troy
  83. sixty-six. Callie
  84. THREE MONTHS LATER
  85. sixty-seven. Tobey
  86. sixty-eight. Troy
  87. sixty-nine. Callie
  88. seventy. Libby
  89. Acknowledgements
  90. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

We shared a smile, tentative but real. The years since we were both eleven didn’t melt away exactly, but they didn’t sit quite as awkwardly between us.

‘Troy, your dad dying the way he did,’ Libby began. ‘How long did it take you to get over it?’

I knew what she was asking. ‘I didn’t get over it,’ I admitted. ‘I just stopped living with grief and instead let grief live with me.’

‘What does that mean?’

‘It’s like an unwanted visitor that I’ll never be rid of. Sometimes it comes into my head and outstays its welcome, but there are days when it … fades, and I can think of my dad and smile without feeling like someone is throwing darts at my chest.’

‘How long did that take?’

Pause. ‘It’s a work-in-progress.’

Libby nodded. ‘Fair enough.’

Daily Shouter Online

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BREAKING NEWS. Nought workers at Albion Isle Bank earn a quarter less than their Cross colleagues

Albion Isle Bank’s recent survey of its 30,000 employees has revealed that its Nought employees on average earn 25 per cent less than their Cross colleagues on the same grade.

Colbi Obi-Reacher, CEO of Albion Isle Bank, told the Daily Shouter, ‘Yes, the discrepancy figures are disappointing, but we have been taking active steps over the last few years to rectify this anomaly. This survey will ensure we redouble our efforts to ensure no such gap exists within five years.’

A Nought bank employee who did not wish to be named stated, ‘The bank has known about this for decades. The survey was just concrete proof of what we Nought employees already knew: we are not being treated equitably and too many of us have permanent head scars from bouncing off the glass ceiling. In five years’ time, it wouldn’t surprise me in the slightest if we’re having this same conversation.’

twenty-nine. Callie

I stared out of the rain-splattered window as Sol and I sat in the back of a white cab on our way back to chambers. Droplets wove meandering patterns down the window and the sky above was a sombre misery-grey. The late-morning London traffic was appalling. The journey was more stop than start with the taxi driver trying to spark up a conversation when it was obvious that neither Sol nor I were in a particularly chatty mood. Or, more accurately, I was seething and ready to decapitate someone and Sol was trying to keep out of the line of fire by saying as little as possible.

‘Sol, who was it who had me arrested? Was it Gabriel?’ I asked quietly when I could trust myself to speak.

‘I don’t know for sure yet, but that’s where I’d put my money,’ said Sol. ‘That man is such a loser.’

My lips tightened. ‘If it was him, then I’m going to rip his balls off.’