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Chapters (90)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Praise for Malorie Blackman’s books
  4. Also available by Malorie Blackman for young adult readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Family Tree
  7. Epigraph
  8. NOW
  9. one. Tobey
  10. two. Libby
  11. Then
  12. three. Place Names
  13. four. Isabella Monroe
  14. five. Kellan Bruemann
  15. NOW
  16. six. Libby
  17. Daily Shouter Online
  18. Then
  19. seven. Patrix Ellerman
  20. eight. Tobey Durbridge
  21. nine. Circulating
  22. NOW
  23. ten. Troy
  24. Then
  25. eleven. Owen Dowd
  26. twelve. Eva Foxton
  27. thirteen. Tom Jeavons
  28. NOW
  29. Then
  30. fourteen. Sephy Ealing
  31. fifteen. The Night That Would Never End
  32. NOW
  33. sixteen. Sephy
  34. seventeen. Libby
  35. eighteen. Sephy
  36. nineteen. Tobey
  37. twenty. Sephy
  38. twenty-one. Libby
  39. twenty-two. Troy
  40. twenty-three. Libby
  41. twenty-four. Tobey
  42. twenty-five. Troy
  43. twenty-six. Callie
  44. twenty-seven. Tobey
  45. twenty-eight. Troy
  46. twenty-nine. Callie
  47. thirty. Sephy
  48. thirty-one. Libby
  49. thirty-two. Sephy
  50. thirty-three. Tobey
  51. thirty-four. Sephy
  52. thirty-five. Troy
  53. thirty-six. Callie
  54. thirty-seven. Tobey
  55. thirty-eight. Callie
  56. thirty-nine. Sephy
  57. forty. Tobey
  58. forty-one. Sephy
  59. forty-two. Troy
  60. forty-three. Callie
  61. forty-four. Sephy
  62. forty-five. Libby
  63. forty-six. Sephy
  64. forty-seven. Troy
  65. forty-eight. Tobey
  66. forty-nine. Sephy
  67. fifty. Libby
  68. fifty-one. Sephy
  69. fifty-two. Callie
  70. fifty-three. Tobey
  71. fifty-four. Sephy
  72. fifty-five. Troy
  73. fifty-six. Libby
  74. fifty-seven. Callie
  75. fifty-eight. Sephy
  76. fifty-nine. Tobey
  77. sixty. Callie
  78. sixty-one. Sephy
  79. sixty-two. Tobey
  80. sixty-three. Sephy
  81. sixty-four. Tobey
  82. sixty-five. Troy
  83. sixty-six. Callie
  84. THREE MONTHS LATER
  85. sixty-seven. Tobey
  86. sixty-eight. Troy
  87. sixty-nine. Callie
  88. seventy. Libby
  89. Acknowledgements
  90. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Today 11:07

Hi, J, any progress?

Callie, it’s only been a minute. Give me a chance. I’ll tell you what I told Tobey – when I find Troy and Libby, I’ll get them to safety, then let you know our location. You and Tobey need to stop phoning/texting me every two seconds. Let me get on with my job without the constant interruptions.

All right! All right! My head is now bouncing round my feet where you just bit it clean off. I was only asking. I’m worried sick and scared, OK?

I understand. No need to get sniffy with me. You know I love you. Durbridge? Not so much. Keep your chin up xx

I’m trying, Jon. God knows I’m trying.

thirty. Sephy

As I drove to my first appointment, my phone rang. A glance at my dashboard indicated that Sonny was phoning me. With a sigh, I pressed the control on the wheel of my car to connect the call.

‘Hi, Sephy. I’m at your house, chatting to Meggie, and wondering where you are?’ said Sonny.

Shoot! I promised him we’d spend the morning together. I’d completely forgotten.

‘Sonny, I’ll be home soon. I’ve just got a couple of stops to make first and they won’t take long.’

‘Sephy, what’s going on?’

‘I will tell you everything when I get home, I promise,’ I replied. ‘Trust me.’

Pause. ‘D’you trust me, Persephone?’ Sonny’s question was serious verging on solemn. There were more than just words behind that question: there were thoughts and feelings as well.

‘Of course I trust you, Sonny,’ I said. ‘I’m marrying you, aren’t I?’

‘Are you? Do you want to marry me, Sephy?’ Sonny asked.

Pause.

‘I do.’

‘At last!’ said Sonny, the grin evident in his voice. ‘I love you, Sephy. Very much.’

‘That’s because you have excellent taste,’ I teased. ‘See you soon.’

I hung up before Sonny could say anything else, like asking me to say the words back to him. I cared about Sonny a great deal. I had now said I’d marry him. But I had yet to say the three words I knew he was waiting for.

Callum, what’s wrong with me? Why do I find it so hard to say them? I’m still waiting for a sign from you that I’m doing the right thing. Yes, I know that’s ridiculous, but I swear I can feel you near me, watching over me. So please, just one indication that I’m doing the right thing. Then I can live the rest of my life knowing that you’re happy for me. Please.