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Chapters (68)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prelude
  5. George
  6. Dan
  7. Lizzie
  8. George
  9. Dan
  10. Lizzie
  11. George
  12. Dan
  13. Lizzie
  14. George
  15. Dan
  16. Lizzie
  17. George
  18. Dan
  19. Lizzie
  20. George
  21. Dan
  22. Lizzie
  23. George
  24. Dan
  25. Lizzie
  26. George
  27. Dan
  28. Lizzie
  29. George
  30. Dan
  31. Lizzie
  32. George
  33. Dan
  34. George
  35. Dan
  36. Lizzie
  37. George
  38. Dan
  39. Lizzie
  40. George
  41. Dan
  42. Lizzie
  43. Dan
  44. George
  45. Dan
  46. Lizzie
  47. Dan
  48. Lizzie
  49. George
  50. Lizzie
  51. George
  52. Dan
  53. Lizzie
  54. George
  55. Dan
  56. Lizzie
  57. George
  58. Dan
  59. Lizzie
  60. George
  61. Dan
  62. Lizzie
  63. George
  64. Dan
  65. Beth
  66. Postscript
  67. Acknowledgements
  68. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

She hangs at the back with her boys. They are loud and swing their lunch boxes wildly around their heads, disturbing the wildlife they’re supposed to be looking out for. Lizzie can’t bring herself to tell them off. She wants them to like her, wants them to think Lenny’s mum is cool. So, instead of telling them to calm down and stop swearing, she tells them Lenny’s favourite facts. Rabbits and parrots can see behind themselves without moving their heads. Most of the dust in the school hall is dead skin. Butterflies taste with their feet. Some tumours can grow hair and teeth. The first thing a human embryo develops is its bumhole.

It must be working, because Lenny catches her eye and grins from ear to ear. He looks so like his dad when he does that that Lizzie feels sick. As if Greg is still there with them. The thought makes her shiver in her clothes.

Lenny keeps a picture of his dad inside his football-sticker book, stuck wonkily between Jermain Defoe and Étienne Capoue. Lizzie wants to rip it out and burn it, but she can’t. She’s not supposed to know it’s there.

Greg had taught their son how to tackle, how to carve a place inside him that could only be filled by a football. Their back garden at home had muddy patches where a lawn should have been. They’d stay out dribbling through a haze of late-afternoon sun as it rotated into half-light, crisp twilight, then finally bled into a black too thick to see in. They’d finally come inside, red-nosed, pink-cheeked, and make giant sandwiches stuffed with crisps and cheese, layers of ham and coleslaw.

Lizzie would tut and tell them their dinner would be ruined, but they were too lost inside their football to care. They’d eat in the living room, spitting feathers over Match of the Day. That innocuous theme tune, spewing out of the speakers. Lenny, an origami bird under his dad’s crane of an arm, identical grins turning to identical scowls as Spurs made and lost chances. Lizzie would try to lesson-plan, blocking out the noise, but it was impossible.

The group is still chanting ‘We shall come rejoicing’ when they get to the windmill and stop for a break. Luke pushes Sebastian out of the way with a ‘Run around and wear yourself out,’ then plonks himself next to Lizzie on the bench.

‘Want my apple?’ He unzips his lunch box and proffers the contents to her.

‘That’s not fair, Mr Williams. How come you and her get to have your lunch now and we don’t?’

‘First, her name is Mrs Robbins, and second, because I’m in charge. Plus, I already saw you eating your sandwich on the way here.’