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Chapters (68)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prelude
  5. George
  6. Dan
  7. Lizzie
  8. George
  9. Dan
  10. Lizzie
  11. George
  12. Dan
  13. Lizzie
  14. George
  15. Dan
  16. Lizzie
  17. George
  18. Dan
  19. Lizzie
  20. George
  21. Dan
  22. Lizzie
  23. George
  24. Dan
  25. Lizzie
  26. George
  27. Dan
  28. Lizzie
  29. George
  30. Dan
  31. Lizzie
  32. George
  33. Dan
  34. George
  35. Dan
  36. Lizzie
  37. George
  38. Dan
  39. Lizzie
  40. George
  41. Dan
  42. Lizzie
  43. Dan
  44. George
  45. Dan
  46. Lizzie
  47. Dan
  48. Lizzie
  49. George
  50. Lizzie
  51. George
  52. Dan
  53. Lizzie
  54. George
  55. Dan
  56. Lizzie
  57. George
  58. Dan
  59. Lizzie
  60. George
  61. Dan
  62. Lizzie
  63. George
  64. Dan
  65. Beth
  66. Postscript
  67. Acknowledgements
  68. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Poppy stops and cocks an ear, then carries on regardless. It takes another shout and glare from George before she stops trying to fit her long nose through one of the small holes in the blanket. Instead she turns round carefully three times, then curls into a tiny black-and-tan ball by George’s knee. He moves it away, and she moves with it. He does it twice more before he gives up. Poppy sighs and burrows in closer. Betty watches the exchange with a smirk, then bustles over to straighten his blanket.

‘I don’t need tucking in! I’m not ten! And get this bloody dog off me.’

‘Don’t be such a Hard-hearted Hannah. She needs the company. It’ll stop her barking, might stop you, too. Ha! Right-ho, I’m away then, back soon. Try and stay out of mischief.’

George is so cross he can’t get the words out and just splutters at her retreating back. The tea looks like it’s been made in a pot. That perfect shade of brown, a toffee, a polished conker. As soon as he hears the front door slam George gulps it down and licks the sugar from the bottom. Poppy snores quietly by his right knee and the sound is a siren call, irresistible. George joins her.

Dan

(The dog ate my homework)

THE REST OF DAN’S clients are easy in comparison to Atticus. A woman who wants to talk about her mother-in-law. A teenager referred for panic attacks during her GCSEs. An ex-policeman who can’t get a knife-fight out of his brain six months after the funeral of the child he couldn’t save. Easy, compared to Atticus. Dan sees patients with anxiety every day. He talks them through fight or flight. Tells them it’s a redundant survival instinct and they should stand their ground. Imagine roots under their feet, their own strength. Now it’s Dan’s turn to panic and he can’t take his own advice. He won’t survive Atticus. He needs to run away. His life is neat and tidy. He has his dog, his job, his mum, his sister and Luke. And that’s just how he likes it. Atticus is a page full of scribbles. Everything about him is messy and chaotic. Yet Dan can’t stop thinking about him.

So he makes a decision. At the end of the day he types up his notes, tidies the room, taps the light switch three times, three times again, then goes to knock on Alan’s door. He tries to do it only once but can’t.

‘Come in! Ah, Dan. How are you? Have a seat. Good day?’

‘Hello. Thanks. Um, yes and no.’ Dan stops himself adding ‘sir’ at the end of his sentence and lurks by the door instead of sitting. ‘I’d like to refer Atticus to someone else in the practice. Please.’ There, he’s said it.