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Chapters (68)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prelude
  5. George
  6. Dan
  7. Lizzie
  8. George
  9. Dan
  10. Lizzie
  11. George
  12. Dan
  13. Lizzie
  14. George
  15. Dan
  16. Lizzie
  17. George
  18. Dan
  19. Lizzie
  20. George
  21. Dan
  22. Lizzie
  23. George
  24. Dan
  25. Lizzie
  26. George
  27. Dan
  28. Lizzie
  29. George
  30. Dan
  31. Lizzie
  32. George
  33. Dan
  34. George
  35. Dan
  36. Lizzie
  37. George
  38. Dan
  39. Lizzie
  40. George
  41. Dan
  42. Lizzie
  43. Dan
  44. George
  45. Dan
  46. Lizzie
  47. Dan
  48. Lizzie
  49. George
  50. Lizzie
  51. George
  52. Dan
  53. Lizzie
  54. George
  55. Dan
  56. Lizzie
  57. George
  58. Dan
  59. Lizzie
  60. George
  61. Dan
  62. Lizzie
  63. George
  64. Dan
  65. Beth
  66. Postscript
  67. Acknowledgements
  68. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘Really?’ Another string snapped. Lizzie was a violin, about to sing. She could feel what was happening, like she always did, but was powerless to stop it.

‘What’s going on?’

‘Nothing.’ Lizzie tried not to show how annoyed she was, but the mood was ruined and she just wanted to go home, before she did something she might regret. She needed her blade, a white patch of skin. ‘I’d better go.’

‘Why? You just got here.’

‘Because. Lenny is at home and I’ve got stuff to do.’

‘And I’m just an item on your to-do list? Christ, Lizzie. I just wanted to talk to you first. I was going to ask you to—’

‘To what?’

Luke laughed, but it wasn’t a nice sound. ‘I was going to ask you and Lenny to move in with me.’

‘Oh,’ Lizzie said quietly, but Luke heard.

‘Oh? Is that all you’ve got to say?’ He looked embarrassed, exposed.

‘I didn’t expect that.’ Lizzie cupped her face in her hands and tried to take back some control. ‘It’s too soon.’

‘I know, and were you not living in a shelter, I’d wait, but I hate the thought of you and Lenny living there. I had it all planned. I even went out today and got this cut.’ Luke pulled out a key with a football fob attached, then shoved it back in his pocket. ‘You won’t be needing it, though, will you? You just come here for dinner and sex, right? That’s all I’m good for.’

And that was when Lizzie slapped him. Hard. A crack across his cheek that seemed to split the shaky ground she stood on.

‘What the fuck?’ Luke’s hand went to his cheek and he looked at her in horror.

Time stopped for them briefly. They had paused in the moment, Lizzie’s arm in mid-air, Luke’s hand on his cheek. Slow motion. A shutter closing. A freeze frame.

George

(I miss you like I miss you)

GEORGE LETS POPPY OUT for a wee and a sniff in the garden. Asks her about the weather, then makes his own tea. One teabag for him, one for the pot. Ellen used to say it out loud. The tea comes out hot and chestnut brown, the way he likes it. Poppy gets a slosh in the saucer. Like clockwork.

He eats brown cereal to match his brew. Walks round till it does its thing, and then sits on the toilet and does his. A quick flannel wash over the sink, hair wet and slicked back, whiskers tidied, then he gets dressed.