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Chapters (68)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prelude
  5. George
  6. Dan
  7. Lizzie
  8. George
  9. Dan
  10. Lizzie
  11. George
  12. Dan
  13. Lizzie
  14. George
  15. Dan
  16. Lizzie
  17. George
  18. Dan
  19. Lizzie
  20. George
  21. Dan
  22. Lizzie
  23. George
  24. Dan
  25. Lizzie
  26. George
  27. Dan
  28. Lizzie
  29. George
  30. Dan
  31. Lizzie
  32. George
  33. Dan
  34. George
  35. Dan
  36. Lizzie
  37. George
  38. Dan
  39. Lizzie
  40. George
  41. Dan
  42. Lizzie
  43. Dan
  44. George
  45. Dan
  46. Lizzie
  47. Dan
  48. Lizzie
  49. George
  50. Lizzie
  51. George
  52. Dan
  53. Lizzie
  54. George
  55. Dan
  56. Lizzie
  57. George
  58. Dan
  59. Lizzie
  60. George
  61. Dan
  62. Lizzie
  63. George
  64. Dan
  65. Beth
  66. Postscript
  67. Acknowledgements
  68. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Luke grins at that, neat white teeth inside a smile bracketed by dimples. Far more dangerous than any dog, that smile of his, Lizzie thinks idly.

‘Should he be suspicious of you, then?’ Luke asks. Before she can answer, ‘Yes,’ Maud barks again and strains at the leash. Lizzie takes this as an excuse to turn and bolt.

She stops, out of breath, at the bottom of the Beacon. Hates herself for running away. Thinks about her son. Seven. Small. Perfect. The sun shines in his heart, bright and pure. Just the thought of him warms her up, calms her down.

George

(George tries to stop time and fails)

GEORGE HAS TAKEN TO sleeping in his armchair. The bed seems too far away and the sheets smell sour. George smells sour. The whole house smells sour. The dog certainly smells sour. Barbara has stopped coming. On her last visit she dropped off twelve tins of puppy food and a pile of old newspapers. She knew better than to ask him to reimburse her. George leaves the back door open now and lets the dog do what it likes.

After a visit to the pantry and a perusal of the empty shelves that he made years ago but hasn’t looked at since (because pantries are for women), George is living on beer, tinned meat and stomach acid. He did an excellent job on those shelves. He even made tiny boxes for Ellen’s spices. Took him bloody ages. She had told him not to go to too much trouble, but he did. Of course he did.

The dog barks incessantly. George hopes it will wear itself out but, so far, no luck. He calls it all the names he can think of and it just wags its tail at him in gratitude.

He’d kick it out, set it loose, if only he had the energy. If only Ellen would stop leaving her bloody sanctimonious notes. If only Ellen would just come back. George needs his wife, like a snail needs its shell, but she’s gone and now he’s exposed to everything.

He found the second note the day he ran out of pants, which was also the day he stopped wearing them. It was in the bottom of his underwear drawer. That neat handwriting telling him how to load the washing-machine. The amount of fabric softener to use. Fabric softener! George’s hands are riddled with calluses, chunks of fingernail missing from years of sanding. Nothing about him is soft and that’s just the way he likes it.