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Chapters (68)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prelude
  5. George
  6. Dan
  7. Lizzie
  8. George
  9. Dan
  10. Lizzie
  11. George
  12. Dan
  13. Lizzie
  14. George
  15. Dan
  16. Lizzie
  17. George
  18. Dan
  19. Lizzie
  20. George
  21. Dan
  22. Lizzie
  23. George
  24. Dan
  25. Lizzie
  26. George
  27. Dan
  28. Lizzie
  29. George
  30. Dan
  31. Lizzie
  32. George
  33. Dan
  34. George
  35. Dan
  36. Lizzie
  37. George
  38. Dan
  39. Lizzie
  40. George
  41. Dan
  42. Lizzie
  43. Dan
  44. George
  45. Dan
  46. Lizzie
  47. Dan
  48. Lizzie
  49. George
  50. Lizzie
  51. George
  52. Dan
  53. Lizzie
  54. George
  55. Dan
  56. Lizzie
  57. George
  58. Dan
  59. Lizzie
  60. George
  61. Dan
  62. Lizzie
  63. George
  64. Dan
  65. Beth
  66. Postscript
  67. Acknowledgements
  68. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘Brillo! It’s lovely up there at this time of year. Will you be doing some scrub-bashing? Such fun. How many are in the class? Will Lenny be in your group?’

‘Yes.’ Lizzie takes a big sip of her coffee and says, ‘I used to be a teacher. Before.’ Tess’s ears prick up, like Maud’s do when she hears the word ‘ham’. She’s a bit deaf, though, so they also prick up when she hears ‘jam’, ‘Pam’ (a frequent visitor to the shelter, who donates tins and is petrified of dogs), and ‘flan’, which Frankie makes and no one likes, not even Maud.

‘Primary?’

‘Yes.’

‘Do you miss it?’

‘Painfully.’ She misses her old job almost as much as she misses the person she used to be when she was doing it. She could say more. Could talk about the smell of the store cupboard, yellowing pages, crisp-lined notebooks. Sharpened pencils and the look on kids’ faces when she’d sing ‘The Periodic Table Song’ to them and they’d try to keep up but never quite manage it. Lizzie made kids want to prove her wrong. ‘Surely you can’t know this,’ she’d say, and arms would shoot up like arrows. Lizzie used to stretch imaginations; now she cowers in corners. Her mum always told her she was tireless, that she expected too much: ‘You want to crack the world like an egg, tip it upside down. Always wanting to know why, why, why. Here’s a question for you, my girl. Why can’t you just let things be?’

Now Lizzie has been cracked and tipped, poured out like sand, and for the first time, she wishes she’d listened to her mother.

George

(Currying favours)

GEORGE HAS MENDED BETTY’S table and radiator, and hung up her clock. He’s fixed some trellis and repaired an old stool he found in the shed so she can sit as she cuts up her vegetables. ‘Or you could just eat less, then your feet wouldn’t swell up.’

‘Tut. If I didn’t have to cook for you, Lazy Louie, I wouldn’t get so sore.’

That shuts George up. He won’t bite the hands that feed him. Jobs done, he tells himself. The debt is paid and he can go home, but instead he fixes a loose window and puts new felt on her summerhouse roof while Betty cooks and sings along to the radio. George has his own with him, turned up loud to block out Radio 2.

He used to love making Ellen furniture. The way her eyes would sparkle at him. He seemed to grow an inch taller each time she said, ‘Did you make this all by yourself?’ and another inch on top when she said, ‘Did you copy it from a book?’