Back Dog Days
Chapters (68)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prelude
  5. George
  6. Dan
  7. Lizzie
  8. George
  9. Dan
  10. Lizzie
  11. George
  12. Dan
  13. Lizzie
  14. George
  15. Dan
  16. Lizzie
  17. George
  18. Dan
  19. Lizzie
  20. George
  21. Dan
  22. Lizzie
  23. George
  24. Dan
  25. Lizzie
  26. George
  27. Dan
  28. Lizzie
  29. George
  30. Dan
  31. Lizzie
  32. George
  33. Dan
  34. George
  35. Dan
  36. Lizzie
  37. George
  38. Dan
  39. Lizzie
  40. George
  41. Dan
  42. Lizzie
  43. Dan
  44. George
  45. Dan
  46. Lizzie
  47. Dan
  48. Lizzie
  49. George
  50. Lizzie
  51. George
  52. Dan
  53. Lizzie
  54. George
  55. Dan
  56. Lizzie
  57. George
  58. Dan
  59. Lizzie
  60. George
  61. Dan
  62. Lizzie
  63. George
  64. Dan
  65. Beth
  66. Postscript
  67. Acknowledgements
  68. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

He allows himself to wallow in misery and guilt. He’d only left the house to get his pills and fix another woman’s table. He hadn’t even considered the dog. The dog has nothing to do with anything. Just because Ellen bought it to keep him fit doesn’t mean he intends to walk it. Now he feels bad for leaving Poppy at home. Shit. George rubs his balding head. Thin white hairs stick up like dandelion fluff. A pathetic sight, but George never looks in the mirror, so he will never know.

Betty’s house is small, tidy and covered with thank-you cards. There are no frills or cushions, and the whole place is much plainer and colder than he was expecting. The Formica counters smell of bleach. The kettle is white, and the toaster matches. There is a small packet of the fake sugar that George hates on a tray next to a fruit bowl that only has big pithy oranges in it that no one could like.

He spots a handsome-looking armchair in one corner of the living room, sporting a dent that would have taken years of carb-induced naps to achieve. George knows this because his own armchair has a similar imprint. Above an electric fire, a row of photos sits gleaming in gilt frames. George scans them as quickly and surreptitiously as he can.

‘My daughter, Ann, and her husband Andrew. They have two children, David and Lisa. That’s them in the second photo.’ Betty is suddenly right beside him. She can be stealthy for such a sturdy lass. George says nothing. ‘They moved to Australia four years ago. Andrew was offered a job too good to pass up. We Skype every week.’ George has no idea what Skype is, so just nods. ‘And that’s my son, Joseph.’ George flicks his eyes to a photo of a boy in woollen socks with scratched knees and a stick in his hand, then to the other photos, then back again, like windscreen wipers on the slow setting. The photo of the boy looks old. The boy looks pale.

‘He died when he was ten. Car accident.’ Betty reaches past George and strokes the photo with a knobbly, arthritic finger, just once, then snatches it back. George notices that she is still wearing her wedding ring, but there is no photo of her husband. ‘Such a beautiful boy, apple of my eye.’ Betty’s voice is tinged with sadness. ‘He’d have been fifty-six this September.’ He’s been dead forty-six years, thinks George. Does she picture him as he was, or does he grow each year in her mind? Has Betty given him a wife and a job and a beard? Are those dog-jumpers really for the ghosts of her grandchildren?