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Chapters (68)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prelude
  5. George
  6. Dan
  7. Lizzie
  8. George
  9. Dan
  10. Lizzie
  11. George
  12. Dan
  13. Lizzie
  14. George
  15. Dan
  16. Lizzie
  17. George
  18. Dan
  19. Lizzie
  20. George
  21. Dan
  22. Lizzie
  23. George
  24. Dan
  25. Lizzie
  26. George
  27. Dan
  28. Lizzie
  29. George
  30. Dan
  31. Lizzie
  32. George
  33. Dan
  34. George
  35. Dan
  36. Lizzie
  37. George
  38. Dan
  39. Lizzie
  40. George
  41. Dan
  42. Lizzie
  43. Dan
  44. George
  45. Dan
  46. Lizzie
  47. Dan
  48. Lizzie
  49. George
  50. Lizzie
  51. George
  52. Dan
  53. Lizzie
  54. George
  55. Dan
  56. Lizzie
  57. George
  58. Dan
  59. Lizzie
  60. George
  61. Dan
  62. Lizzie
  63. George
  64. Dan
  65. Beth
  66. Postscript
  67. Acknowledgements
  68. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Tess leans over her to get to the cupboard. ‘Now, I’ve got a present for you.’ She pulls out a plain white mug. ‘There are paints in the dresser drawer. I’d like you to decorate it in any way you like. All my women have one.’ She points above the kettle, where a rack of graffitied cups hangs, like a row of Salem witches. Lizzie casts her eye over the crudely painted words. Still I rise, I am. I am. I am. She has no idea what to put on hers. I hate mugs with stupid slogans on them maybe?

‘You probably think it’s a daft idea.’

‘Can Lenny have one too?’

‘Of course!’ Tess gets another out of the cupboard and puts it next to Lizzie’s. ‘You can paint them this weekend. Now then, let’s take this tea into the office. I need some help with the filing.’ Tess bustles past with the tray and Lizzie trails behind. ‘Right.’ Tess claps her hands together and Lizzie jumps. ‘Can you organize these by surname and pop them into this folder for me?’ She holds out a sheaf of papers and a bright pink lever arch file. Lizzie nods and takes the stack of papers being handed to her. The surname is at the top right-hand corner. It’s the only place she needs to look, but words keep jumping off the page at her. Fist … broken … burn. It’s like a word search and she can’t stop her brain finding more: trauma, dislocated, infection.

Lizzie’s hands are shaking slightly, but she files the first letter under B and forces herself to continue, until she sees the words baby and skull fracture. Then she stands abruptly and drops the folder. ‘I’ve got a bit of a headache. Can I take Maud out?’

‘Now?’ Tess looks surprised.

‘Yes. I need some fresh air. Also, Maud is at least five pounds overweight, probably from all the custard creams. Obesity in dogs can lead to anything from infected fat folds to breathing problems. And it’s almost time to get Lenny from school. I’ll take her with me.’

‘It’s only two.’ Tess makes a show of looking at her watch, but before she can say anything else, Lizzie calls for Maud, who comes trotting in looking utterly furious, as if she has understood every word Lizzie said and is thinking, Infected fat folds indeed! How very dare you?

‘Lizzie, I think maybe we need to talk about—’

Lizzie is saved by one of the new arrivals coming down the stairs, balled-up sheets in her hands and shame painting her face a menstrual-blood red. ‘Sorry, Tess,’ she says, ‘bit of an accident.’