Back Dog Days
Chapters (68)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prelude
  5. George
  6. Dan
  7. Lizzie
  8. George
  9. Dan
  10. Lizzie
  11. George
  12. Dan
  13. Lizzie
  14. George
  15. Dan
  16. Lizzie
  17. George
  18. Dan
  19. Lizzie
  20. George
  21. Dan
  22. Lizzie
  23. George
  24. Dan
  25. Lizzie
  26. George
  27. Dan
  28. Lizzie
  29. George
  30. Dan
  31. Lizzie
  32. George
  33. Dan
  34. George
  35. Dan
  36. Lizzie
  37. George
  38. Dan
  39. Lizzie
  40. George
  41. Dan
  42. Lizzie
  43. Dan
  44. George
  45. Dan
  46. Lizzie
  47. Dan
  48. Lizzie
  49. George
  50. Lizzie
  51. George
  52. Dan
  53. Lizzie
  54. George
  55. Dan
  56. Lizzie
  57. George
  58. Dan
  59. Lizzie
  60. George
  61. Dan
  62. Lizzie
  63. George
  64. Dan
  65. Beth
  66. Postscript
  67. Acknowledgements
  68. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Dan blushes again, writes Grow up, you numpty on his clipboard. He needs to pursue the drinking comment. It was a throwaway, but Dan noticed a crease in Atticus’s eyebrow as he said it. A momentary distance in his eyes. Maybe he felt guilty about transferring his drinking problem to his mother. Or maybe he was speaking the truth and there was more to come out. Atticus alone in a big house. No one to pick him up from school or cook him dinner. Perhaps he had to put his mother to bed each night from a young age, his dad too busy hobnobbing in the art world.

Dan needs to tread carefully. He’s trying to figure out the perfect approach when Atticus interrupts his thoughts.

‘Let me guess what you’re thinking … I’m a spoiled brat who gets to dress up rooms and fanny about with lighting. I pick the nibbles and shout at the waiting staff for drinking the champagne, which I obviously want all for myself, because I’m an alcoholic, right?’ He says it while trying to peek at Dan’s clipboard. Dan hugs it to his chest like a fourteen-year-old schoolgirl hiding her lack of breasts with a book.

‘No. I’m not thinking that.’ Dan is shocked by Atticus’s momentary self-loathing. The counsellor in him says, ‘Explore this. Ask him why he hates himself,’ but his heart says, ‘Be kind. He needs a friend.’

Dan is not supposed to be friends with his clients. He is supposed to chase the clues they leave and help them confront their fears. He knows this, gets paid for this, but for the first time in his career, he doesn’t do it. Instead he says, ‘Are you working on an exhibition now?’

Their eyes meet. Dan could have pushed. Atticus might have confessed. They read this on each other’s face. Atticus looks so grateful he didn’t that Dan cannot regret his decision. All he can do is hope he gets another chance.

‘I’m working with the Pavilion. They’ve been given back some paintings removed by Queen Victoria when dear old Albert died. I’m advising the trust on what the room would have looked like when the paintings were originally hung,’ Atticus says, his voice loud again, equilibrium restored.

‘Interesting.’

Dan loves the Pavilion. He’s been known to lie on the floor of the music room and stare at the giant lotus-shaped chandeliers for hours. The tour guide recommends it, as long as shoes are removed, and no photos are taken. For one crazy second Dan imagines himself and Atticus side by side on their backs, trying to count the gold cockleshells that make up the domed ceiling.

‘Very interesting. I get access to the underground tunnels George used to sneak off and see his mistress.’ Atticus pulls a shocked face.