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Chapters (68)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prelude
  5. George
  6. Dan
  7. Lizzie
  8. George
  9. Dan
  10. Lizzie
  11. George
  12. Dan
  13. Lizzie
  14. George
  15. Dan
  16. Lizzie
  17. George
  18. Dan
  19. Lizzie
  20. George
  21. Dan
  22. Lizzie
  23. George
  24. Dan
  25. Lizzie
  26. George
  27. Dan
  28. Lizzie
  29. George
  30. Dan
  31. Lizzie
  32. George
  33. Dan
  34. George
  35. Dan
  36. Lizzie
  37. George
  38. Dan
  39. Lizzie
  40. George
  41. Dan
  42. Lizzie
  43. Dan
  44. George
  45. Dan
  46. Lizzie
  47. Dan
  48. Lizzie
  49. George
  50. Lizzie
  51. George
  52. Dan
  53. Lizzie
  54. George
  55. Dan
  56. Lizzie
  57. George
  58. Dan
  59. Lizzie
  60. George
  61. Dan
  62. Lizzie
  63. George
  64. Dan
  65. Beth
  66. Postscript
  67. Acknowledgements
  68. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘You’re damaging them with those long extensions, though,’ Lizzie says, surprising herself by reaching out and taking one of Jackie’s hands in her own to inspect the nails closer. ‘Our primate ancestors had claws, over two and a half million years ago, but over time we evolved to have nails. The little white crescents are called lunulae, meaning “little moons”.’

‘Little moons,’ Jackie says. ‘How lovely.’

‘Nails don’t keep growing after you’re dead either,’ Lizzie adds, dropping her hand. ‘That’s just the base of the nail retracting.’

‘Urgh,’ Jackie says, wrinkling her nose and laughing.

Lizzie is so used to thinking of facts to impress her son that she forgets not everyone is interested in the grotesque. ‘Sorry, my son loves all that kind of thing.’

‘I have an eight-year-old daughter who’s obsessed with sharks,’ Jackie says. ‘I have to watch Jaws almost every night. She draws herself in a cage being dunked in the sea. I don’t even like getting my hair wet, and she wants to swim with hammerheads and great whites.’

Lizzie laughs. She realizes that Jackie has relaxed her, and she likes her. She wishes they could be friends.

‘What is your daughter called?’

‘Bliss,’ Jackie says. ‘Your son?’

‘Lenny.’

Lizzie imagines introducing them, then realizes it could never happen.

‘Now then, enough about me. Tess said you were interested in charity work. There’s an evening course at Sussex Uni. Sound good?’

‘I love learning,’ Lizzie says.

‘Tess mentioned you used to be a teacher. Are you sure you don’t want to go back? I could help you. We could fill in the forms together.’

A lump appears in Lizzie’s throat. Jackie’s kindness has caught her off-balance.

‘I can’t,’ she says, her voice wavering. ‘I wish I could, but I can’t.’ She cracks then, with the understanding that she will never be able to teach again. Her career is over. She can’t go back to any of it. She’ll have to start all over again.

‘That’s okay,’ Jackie says. ‘Don’t worry. It’s all going to be okay.’ She passes Lizzie a tissue and pours her a glass of water.

Lizzie surprises them both by giving her a quick, hard hug. Jackie smells of berries and her jumper is soft. ‘Bliss is lucky to have such a lovely mum,’ Lizzie says.

‘So is Lenny,’ Jackie says back.

‘I was thinking of going to college tonight to pick up some leaflets, maybe register for a course. Strike while the iron’s hot,’ Lizzie comments later that afternoon. It’s not a good thing to say, one of the unspoken banned phrases, and she stiffens. ‘I meant …’