Back Dog Days
Chapters (68)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prelude
  5. George
  6. Dan
  7. Lizzie
  8. George
  9. Dan
  10. Lizzie
  11. George
  12. Dan
  13. Lizzie
  14. George
  15. Dan
  16. Lizzie
  17. George
  18. Dan
  19. Lizzie
  20. George
  21. Dan
  22. Lizzie
  23. George
  24. Dan
  25. Lizzie
  26. George
  27. Dan
  28. Lizzie
  29. George
  30. Dan
  31. Lizzie
  32. George
  33. Dan
  34. George
  35. Dan
  36. Lizzie
  37. George
  38. Dan
  39. Lizzie
  40. George
  41. Dan
  42. Lizzie
  43. Dan
  44. George
  45. Dan
  46. Lizzie
  47. Dan
  48. Lizzie
  49. George
  50. Lizzie
  51. George
  52. Dan
  53. Lizzie
  54. George
  55. Dan
  56. Lizzie
  57. George
  58. Dan
  59. Lizzie
  60. George
  61. Dan
  62. Lizzie
  63. George
  64. Dan
  65. Beth
  66. Postscript
  67. Acknowledgements
  68. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

As a child Lizzie had dreamed of wearing a white coat, and a stethoscope round her neck, but she soon realized she lacked the bedside manner needed for that profession. She didn’t mean her words to come out detached and flat, as they did at times. It was just the way she was. Those who can’t, teach, her mother had said, so she did.

‘Thank you,’ she’d said to the man now, and walked away feeling slightly taller.

Tess uses today’s paid time with Lizzie to give her well-rehearsed recovering-from-domestic-abuse speech. ‘Communication, communication, communication, Lizzie! Look at Sarah. She’s blooming. You must spend some time with her, Lizzie. I’m sure you’ll have so much in common. Why don’t you come to our Friday film night?’

Lizzie had gone to a film night a couple of weeks previously, and it hadn’t gone well. They’d let her pick the film and she’d put a David Attenborough documentary on, which was turned off immediately.

‘Boooring,’ one of the women had said, switching to a soap.

Lizzie had wanted to tell them they might like the programme if they gave it a chance. It was the one about the birds of paradise, and their ridiculous mating dances. ‘He has all the moves, fancy footwork, the whirling dervish,’ Attenborough said, as if he was commentating on Strictly Come Dancing. She had wanted to show the women that males in the animal world were no better than humans. They dazzled their prey into submission.

She wanted to help them, to teach them things, but she didn’t know where to start. They all seemed so comfortable together, wedged arm to arm on the sofa, while Lizzie struggled with personal space.

She’d said sorry. Tried to watch the soap, but had no idea about any of the characters, or the storyline. She’d gone to bed feeling as if she’d failed an important test. One that she couldn’t re-sit.

Tess waffles on. It’s not until she says that they might soon need the room for someone else that Lizzie sits up and starts paying attention. ‘What?’

‘I said that at some point we’re going to have to think about your rehabilitation. You can’t stay in the shelter for ever.’

‘But I’m not ready to go.’

‘You won’t be ready to leave until you start working through the programmes we offer, darling girl. The counselling, the group chats. The writing sessions. The employment talks. You need to put your name down.’

She’s smiling, but Lizzie can tell from the tight lines around her mouth that Tess isn’t prepared to give her this speech many more times. ‘You need to start communicating, Lizzie!’