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Chapters (68)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prelude
  5. George
  6. Dan
  7. Lizzie
  8. George
  9. Dan
  10. Lizzie
  11. George
  12. Dan
  13. Lizzie
  14. George
  15. Dan
  16. Lizzie
  17. George
  18. Dan
  19. Lizzie
  20. George
  21. Dan
  22. Lizzie
  23. George
  24. Dan
  25. Lizzie
  26. George
  27. Dan
  28. Lizzie
  29. George
  30. Dan
  31. Lizzie
  32. George
  33. Dan
  34. George
  35. Dan
  36. Lizzie
  37. George
  38. Dan
  39. Lizzie
  40. George
  41. Dan
  42. Lizzie
  43. Dan
  44. George
  45. Dan
  46. Lizzie
  47. Dan
  48. Lizzie
  49. George
  50. Lizzie
  51. George
  52. Dan
  53. Lizzie
  54. George
  55. Dan
  56. Lizzie
  57. George
  58. Dan
  59. Lizzie
  60. George
  61. Dan
  62. Lizzie
  63. George
  64. Dan
  65. Beth
  66. Postscript
  67. Acknowledgements
  68. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Dan groans and tries to snatch his phone, his face red. ‘Shit. Luke’s my cousin, and an idiot, obviously. It’s this thing we do together, the running. With our dogs. We’re training for an Ironman. I can’t let him down. I won’t be long, if you want to stay.’ Dan trails off when he sees Atticus frown.

‘You’re really going to go and leave me?’

What else can Dan do? He can’t tell Luke he’s busy, because Dan is never busy. Luke will want to know what he’s doing, and Dan can hardly say, ‘I’ve got my ex-patient on the couch and I’m hoping he’ll kiss me.’

Not knowing if Atticus is being serious, Dan says carefully, ‘We’re training. We can’t skip sessions.’ Just the thought of it makes him flinch. ‘I won’t be long, and I’ll cook dinner when I get back. I’m sorry.’

Atticus still looks a little unsure. ‘Will you be going all the way to Woken, Tennessee, tonight or just Shoreham?’

‘Oh, God. I’m sorry. Luke always talks like that. He’s a primary-school teacher. Being a grown-up all day is hard for him.’

‘Just him?’ Atticus asks, scrolling up the messages with a long, pale finger. ‘It seems you struggle too.’

Dan tries again to grab the phone, but Atticus raises it higher. ‘Careful, Daniel, or I may be forced to beat you so hard you say Uncle—’

‘Atticus. If you don’t stop, I may die.’ Dan gives a final lunge and snatches the phone back. Embarrassment has made him angry. ‘You shouldn’t go through people’s phones. It’s illegal. A violation of their privacy.’

‘Sorry,’ Atticus says, looking and sounding genuinely contrite.

‘That’s okay.’

Atticus silences whatever Dan was going to say next with a kiss. ‘I’ll cook dinner,’ he adds, as he lets Dan go.

Luke is fiddling with his phone when Dan gets to the Beacon, accompanied by Fitz. He doesn’t even notice Dan approaching till he clasps his shoulder.

‘Shit! You made me jump!’ Luke twists the phone back onto his armband and smiles at him. ‘Ready, Eddie?’

‘Let’s do this,’ Dan says. He’s talking about the run, but he’s thinking about Atticus. If Luke notices he is quieter than normal, he doesn’t mention it. He thinks Luke seems slightly preoccupied too. Meanwhile, Fitz and Wolfie bend and scratch out a warm-up.

They start out slowly, letting legs that have been sitting behind desks all day warm up and loosen. Dan likes to imagine each muscle in his body stretching out, starting with his toes. Normally, by the time he gets to his head, his mind is an empty church on a rainy day, and his legs are machines that pistol and pump. Not tonight. Tonight he can’t stop thinking about his virginity.