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Chapters (68)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prelude
  5. George
  6. Dan
  7. Lizzie
  8. George
  9. Dan
  10. Lizzie
  11. George
  12. Dan
  13. Lizzie
  14. George
  15. Dan
  16. Lizzie
  17. George
  18. Dan
  19. Lizzie
  20. George
  21. Dan
  22. Lizzie
  23. George
  24. Dan
  25. Lizzie
  26. George
  27. Dan
  28. Lizzie
  29. George
  30. Dan
  31. Lizzie
  32. George
  33. Dan
  34. George
  35. Dan
  36. Lizzie
  37. George
  38. Dan
  39. Lizzie
  40. George
  41. Dan
  42. Lizzie
  43. Dan
  44. George
  45. Dan
  46. Lizzie
  47. Dan
  48. Lizzie
  49. George
  50. Lizzie
  51. George
  52. Dan
  53. Lizzie
  54. George
  55. Dan
  56. Lizzie
  57. George
  58. Dan
  59. Lizzie
  60. George
  61. Dan
  62. Lizzie
  63. George
  64. Dan
  65. Beth
  66. Postscript
  67. Acknowledgements
  68. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Betty is almost crying by now, and even though George was not the one ranting, they are both out of breath. The spring air is cool, but anger and indignation have made them puff steam at one another, like two bulls about to charge. Their eyes flash with accusations and denials. George wants to break something over her head. In the end he settles for snatching her knitting and unravelling it in long handfuls. ‘You can’t knit for shit. Fucking poxy ugly shite I’ll never wear.’

‘Give it back. It wasn’t for you.’

‘What?’

George is still tugging at the wool, enjoying the way all her hard work is coming undone in his hands. He stamps on the strands as they hit the ground, covering them with clots of mud from his boots.

‘That jumper wasn’t for you.’ Betty’s voice is calmer now.

‘Well, which poor unsuspecting fucker was it for, then?’

‘It was for Don at the church. His wife died last month, and she always knitted him a jumper for the spring. Nothing too heavy. I had to go into town on the bus to get that wool from a special shop.’

George tugs so hard that the last bit of wool snaps. He stumbles backwards on the uneven mud, almost losing his footing.

‘Fuck!’ He bends and grabs at the crinkly mass on the ground, but it’s all just a knot now and the jumper wasn’t for him anyway. It was for Don, another sad bastard with no wife who Betty has taken in to look after, like a stray dog.

Does she go to Don’s house and cook for him? Do they sit together and eat cake? Does she do his ironing – and why the fuck does George care? Betty will only ever be a home help to him. If she wants to go and clean for the whole fucking village, what does it matter to him? He doesn’t envy Don, or any other unfortunate sod she’s knitting for. He doesn’t want her for himself: he doesn’t want her at all.

Except that Betty fills in the quiet spaces. She’s noisy and loud and she annoys George. She’s so annoying he feels ten years younger. She fills him with insults and sarcasm, and it pumps like oxygenated blood through his veins. He digs better when she’s watching. She can take the shit that no one else will tolerate. Even now, after all the things he’s said and what he’s done to Don’s jumper, she’ll forgive him. For some reason, Betty needs this too.