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Chapters (68)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prelude
  5. George
  6. Dan
  7. Lizzie
  8. George
  9. Dan
  10. Lizzie
  11. George
  12. Dan
  13. Lizzie
  14. George
  15. Dan
  16. Lizzie
  17. George
  18. Dan
  19. Lizzie
  20. George
  21. Dan
  22. Lizzie
  23. George
  24. Dan
  25. Lizzie
  26. George
  27. Dan
  28. Lizzie
  29. George
  30. Dan
  31. Lizzie
  32. George
  33. Dan
  34. George
  35. Dan
  36. Lizzie
  37. George
  38. Dan
  39. Lizzie
  40. George
  41. Dan
  42. Lizzie
  43. Dan
  44. George
  45. Dan
  46. Lizzie
  47. Dan
  48. Lizzie
  49. George
  50. Lizzie
  51. George
  52. Dan
  53. Lizzie
  54. George
  55. Dan
  56. Lizzie
  57. George
  58. Dan
  59. Lizzie
  60. George
  61. Dan
  62. Lizzie
  63. George
  64. Dan
  65. Beth
  66. Postscript
  67. Acknowledgements
  68. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Lenny is not listening: he’s singing another of Luke’s stupid songs – ‘We’re picking our nose, picking our nose, picking our nose by the fire.’ It’s irritating and Lizzie wants to tell him to stop. Greg taught Lenny ridiculous football songs – ‘Tottenham are the greatest team the world has ever seen,’ they’d crow, back in the good days.

Her back aches and her head feels thick. She wants to be in bed with a hot-water bottle and her books, Lenny under one arm reading a comic. Not here, with Luke looking at her with pity because she can’t afford football boots for her son. Once, she was one of the best-paid teachers in her school. Their Ofsted scores were the highest in the area, largely thanks to her. It was still a modest salary at best, but she’d earned it. She used to get job offers from schools up and down the country. Private schools that could pay her triple, not that she’d ever consider it. At heart, Lizzie was a fierce socialist. She used to be part of a union. She used to have a voice. Now she scrabbles for lint-covered coins in the bottom of her pockets.

She forces herself to breathe slowly, paints on a smile and says, ‘Come on, Lenny, we’d better get going.’

‘Oh. I was hoping you might want to come back to mine and meet Wolfie,’ Luke says, when he emerges from the towel. His hair is sticking up all over the place. She knew it was coming. Of course she did. Men don’t just play football with other men’s kids. They always want something in return. The blanket, the teabags. The posh biscuits. She sees Greg in her head and feels sick.

Lizzie says, ‘No,’ at the same time as Lenny says, ‘Yes, please!’ and the look he gives her says he knows he’ll be in trouble when they get home, but it will be worth it. The football and the Mars bar and going to Mr Williams’s house to watch the greatest goals of all time on his no doubt giant flat-screen TV. He squeezes his mum’s hand as they walk towards Luke’s car, hoping it will take the tightness out of her smile.

Lizzie knows she needs to stop this, whatever it is, now, but her feet follow Luke’s, as if she’s trailing prints left in the snow. She never did learn the offside rule, but this must be it.