Chapters (68)
- Title page
- Dedication
- Part I
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 20. 20:25 MT.
- Part II
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Thirty-seven
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 22. 20:05 MT.
- Thirty-eight
- Thirty-nine
- Forty
- Forty-one
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 25. 15:30 MT.
- Forty-two
- Forty-three
- Forty-four
- Forty-five
- Forty-six
- Forty-seven
- Forty-eight
- Forty-nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-one
- Fifty-two
- Fifty-three
- Fifty-four
- Part III
- Fifty-five
- Fifty-six
- Fifty-seven
- Fifty-eight
- Also by Chris Beckett
- Copyright page
I nodded, and then I couldn’t help myself any more and all those tears came pouring out as Mary took me in her arms. But I didn’t tell her about Starlight. I told her instead that coming back to Veeklehouse made me sad because it reminded me of my friends from Knee Tree Grounds who’d been with me when I first came here, and it made me miss my old home and my family.
‘Of course you miss them, my darling one,’ Mary murmured as she gently rocked me in her arms. ‘Of course you do! And I promise you we’ll go back there to see them. But let’s wait for a while longer, if you can bear it. If you can hold on that long, I’d like to go back there when we’ve done that trip up to Circle Valley, and you’re a shadowspeaker in your own right. And we’re not quite ready for that. You’re learning fast, but you’re still learning, still full of worries and doubts, though I know you’re working hard hard hard at sorting them out. If we do another round of shows in Wide Forest, I reckon when we come back here again we’ll be ready to go up to the Circle. We’ll go across the Dark, and when we come back over, you’ll be a shadowspeaker like me, and we can go over the water to that pretty grounds of yours as two shadowspeakers together.’
I nodded through my tears, and she reached up and kissed me on my tear-stained cheek, pressing me close against her short solid body.
‘But that’s only if you can wait that long, my darling,’ Mary asked me. ‘Do you think you can? Do you think you can leave it that long before you see your people in Knee Tree Grounds? If you don’t think so, just say, and we’ll go up there now.’
‘Let’s go now! ’ I longed to say. Why not now? Why did I have to be a shadowspeaker first? But I felt guilty because I knew I was hiding things from her, I knew I was only telling her a small part of the real reason for my tears. And for that reason alone, knowing I was letting her down and wanting to make up for it, I said the thing that I knew would please her.
‘Yes, of course, Mary,’ I said. ‘Of course I can wait.’