Chapters (68)
- Title page
- Dedication
- Part I
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 20. 20:25 MT.
- Part II
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Thirty-seven
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 22. 20:05 MT.
- Thirty-eight
- Thirty-nine
- Forty
- Forty-one
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 25. 15:30 MT.
- Forty-two
- Forty-three
- Forty-four
- Forty-five
- Forty-six
- Forty-seven
- Forty-eight
- Forty-nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-one
- Fifty-two
- Fifty-three
- Fifty-four
- Part III
- Fifty-five
- Fifty-six
- Fifty-seven
- Fifty-eight
- Also by Chris Beckett
- Copyright page
‘What are we going to eat at Davidstand? That’s what bothers me,’ he muttered. ‘There’s no hunting round there any more – they’ve done for all the bucks for miles: it’s even worse than round Veeklehouse – and what have we got to trade with?’
‘No point in worrying about that now.’
I turned my back to him and settled myself down. I did not love Dave that much: there was no fun in him, no joy, and he had almost no curiosity about anything. I loved the kids we’d had together – I think they were all his, though Fox might possibly have been Tom’s – and he loved them too, but the truth was that I’d just made do with Dave because I wanted to be able to stay in Michael’s Place and not have to be on my own any more. I guess he’d made do with me as well. No one chooses a batface if they can avoid it.
I lay listening to the pulsing of the tree beside us – hmmmph hmmmph hmmmph – and watched the flutterbyes flapping round the redlantern flowers shining above me. I saw they were beautiful things, those shining pink tubes, curving upwards at the end so the flutterbyes could find their way in. Swaying slightly slightly in the breeze that came from across the Pool, they were beautiful beautiful. But it was a beauty that made my heart ache, almost as if they weren’t really there at all, were just a memory from some far off time, long long ago.
Eight
So I said goodbye to Knee Tree Grounds and crossed over to Mainground with Mary, sitting behind her in middle of an old log boat with four guards to paddle us across the bright water, two in front of us and two behind. Three other women had chosen to come with Mary too: Sue, Janny and Watershine. All three of them had been made pregnant by visiting guards and Mary had told them they should try and find their babies’ fathers, and let their children grow up as part of True Family. They sat in front of me, silent and tense, but I hardly to spoke to them at all on the way across, and I never saw them afterwards. I don’t know if they stayed on Mainground or went back again to Knee Tree.
Mary leaned forwards so she could speak only to me.
‘I know we’ll work well together, Angie,’ she said, ‘I just know it. We’re two of a kind.’