Chapters (68)
- Title page
- Dedication
- Part I
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 20. 20:25 MT.
- Part II
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Thirty-seven
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 22. 20:05 MT.
- Thirty-eight
- Thirty-nine
- Forty
- Forty-one
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 25. 15:30 MT.
- Forty-two
- Forty-three
- Forty-four
- Forty-five
- Forty-six
- Forty-seven
- Forty-eight
- Forty-nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-one
- Fifty-two
- Fifty-three
- Fifty-four
- Part III
- Fifty-five
- Fifty-six
- Fifty-seven
- Fifty-eight
- Also by Chris Beckett
- Copyright page
‘That weak fool of a Headman who brought her over? He got what he deserved as well. He should never have been Headman in first place and nor should his dad either. Greenstone ended up in the fire, that’s what happened to him. The big big fire that no one ever comes out of. It’s Headman Dixon in charge now, and quite right too. He’s a good strong man, and a proper Head. And his woman Lucy’s a proper Ringwearer as well.’
The man stood up, turned his back to me, and hobbled over to talk to a friend of his. He didn’t want anything more to do with a friend of the False Ringwearer.
I made my way slowly back to Mary. I felt like my whole body was packed as tightly with tears as a spiketree is packed with boiling sap. And yet I couldn’t talk to Mary about it. She’d have no sympathy with someone who went over to the Johnfolk and wore that ring for them, let alone someone who spread the Secret Story. I remembered how Mary had given comfort to the people at Hot Pools whose little girl had died, how she’d comforted grieving people in little clusters right up and down the Davidfolk Ground, but I knew she wouldn’t be able to give that comfort to me. That wasn’t because she’d want to be unkind to me. It was because Mary knew without any doubt that anyone who’d turned away from Gela’s True Family would never find their way home. Starlight would wander forever through the dark icy forest of the stars.
‘But perhaps Starlight was bringing the ring back for True Family?’ I whispered to myself. ‘Perhaps in the end she saw what was right, like those people did up at Rockway Edge?’
But, however hard I tried, I couldn’t persuade myself that this was true. It wasn’t just that Starlight had had no time in the past for shadowspeakers, and had laughed loudly at the stories they told. After all, the same had been true of me. No, it was because I knew Starlight was way too firm and strong to ever change her mind about a thing like that.
And that was a strange thought, because what was I really saying? Was I saying I only believed this stuff because I was weak?
Mary saw I was sad, of course. She’d had a lot of practice of spotting people who were sad or uneasy in themselves, and she was good good at it, even when the people were complete strangers to her.
‘You’re sad, aren’t you, my dear?’ she said. ‘Coming to Veeklehouse has made you sad sad.’