Chapters (68)
- Title page
- Dedication
- Part I
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 20. 20:25 MT.
- Part II
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Thirty-seven
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 22. 20:05 MT.
- Thirty-eight
- Thirty-nine
- Forty
- Forty-one
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 25. 15:30 MT.
- Forty-two
- Forty-three
- Forty-four
- Forty-five
- Forty-six
- Forty-seven
- Forty-eight
- Forty-nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-one
- Fifty-two
- Fifty-three
- Fifty-four
- Part III
- Fifty-five
- Fifty-six
- Fifty-seven
- Fifty-eight
- Also by Chris Beckett
- Copyright page
Deep, meanwhile, is chatting to the guards who’ve come with us. How huge and fair he looks compared with them, standing over there by our unwieldly bike, which all four of them are admiring. As he listens to their questions and comments, he stoops affably towards these small wiry men with their tribal markings, their animal hide kilts, their long beards tied with string. They laugh at some joke he’s made, three of them standing, one squatting down to run his fingers wonderingly over the fat rear tyre.
Nearby their so-called bucks are grazing on a pile of waterweed. I’m half-used to these creatures now. I can look in their direction and, just for a moment, think: There are the bucks. Then that moment passes, and I’m overwhelmed by the utter strangeness of these creatures that just can’t be squeezed into any earthly category at all. If I look just at their shaggy coats, I might persuade myself that they’re a bit mammalian, like yaks or highland cattle, but then I notice those flat expressionless eyes and the tentacles round their mouths and the nearest thing I can think of is something molluscan, like a squid. But then again, the way they stand on their back four legs and use their front pair as arms reminds me more of a praying mantis, while the claws on their six feet are vaguely bird- or reptile-like, and that glowing lump on the backs of their heads makes me think of those weird fish that live in the abyssal depths of Earth’s oceans. There is simply no pigeonhole available to put them in. They are themselves. I watch them feeding over there in the eerie glow of the trees, blue and pink and white, and my head swims to the point where sometimes I almost wonder if I’ve lost my mind.
Thirty-eight
It was a strange time, those three wakings when the Earth people were out in forest. They’d been here, but now they’d gone again. I’d sometimes go into their shelter, pretending to myself that I was going to sweep it or tidy it, but really just to look at the stuff they left behind so as to remind myself it hadn’t all been a dream. Or maybe I’d take the kids and walk over to look at the veekle perched there in the Circle on its four thin metal legs. There were always people there looking up at it. Once in a while it would make a sound – Beep! Beep! Beep! – and flash its light, and everyone would back away laughing. The children could never get enough of that.