Chapters (68)
- Title page
- Dedication
- Part I
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 20. 20:25 MT.
- Part II
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Thirty-seven
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 22. 20:05 MT.
- Thirty-eight
- Thirty-nine
- Forty
- Forty-one
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 25. 15:30 MT.
- Forty-two
- Forty-three
- Forty-four
- Forty-five
- Forty-six
- Forty-seven
- Forty-eight
- Forty-nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-one
- Fifty-two
- Fifty-three
- Fifty-four
- Part III
- Fifty-five
- Fifty-six
- Fifty-seven
- Fifty-eight
- Also by Chris Beckett
- Copyright page
It was one of her best best shows, so people would say later. There was so much grief in that cold cluster, so much fear, so much longing. And Mary had always understood those things. Better than any of the other shadowspeakers, she’d always understood how close those feelings were to the surface of people’s minds, even in good times, even in times when there weren’t enemies burning down our shelters, and riding through our ground with metal spears. And right then in Tall Tree Valley, those feelings weren’t even hidden. Never mind below the surface, they were right on top. Everyone had lost their homes, or was afraid of losing their home soon. Everyone was scared. Everyone longed and longed for something that couldn’t ever be found in Eden: a place where things weren’t just safe for a waking or two, but were always safe, safe forever and ever.
‘It’s really there,’ said Mary, with tears and sweat running down her face. ‘It’s really there, waiting for you on Earth, with the lovely light of the sun shining down on it from the blue blue sky. Our home ! Our real true home, where our Mother waits for us, to take us in her arms, and hold us tightly, and dry away our tears.’
They all cheered and wept and cheered some more. As she often did, Mary went round them, kissing and hugging one person after another, murmuring words of advice. And when people offered her presents, she just pushed them away: ‘No, my dear, you need to keep that for yourself and these little ones of yours. Don’t you worry about me. I can look after myself.’
Presently she had them all sing ‘Come Tree Row’ and they went round and round that old song, again and again and again, not wanting to stop, not wanting to bring it to an end. For when they stopped singing it, they knew, the feeling of going home would fade away, and they’d be back in Eden again, crammed into that little bowl of light surrounded by the Dark, with all their fear and grief crowding in on them the same as ever.
And of course none of them – not Mary or any of them – had the slightest idea that only four five wakings away, there was a new landing veekle already standing in middle of the Circle of Stones.