Chapters (68)
- Title page
- Dedication
- Part I
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 20. 20:25 MT.
- Part II
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Thirty-seven
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 22. 20:05 MT.
- Thirty-eight
- Thirty-nine
- Forty
- Forty-one
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 25. 15:30 MT.
- Forty-two
- Forty-three
- Forty-four
- Forty-five
- Forty-six
- Forty-seven
- Forty-eight
- Forty-nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-one
- Fifty-two
- Fifty-three
- Fifty-four
- Part III
- Fifty-five
- Fifty-six
- Fifty-seven
- Fifty-eight
- Also by Chris Beckett
- Copyright page
‘I’m finished with you, Angie. I’ve given you two years of my life – two whole years! – and I’m not going to waste any more time on you. But let me tell you one thing before we go our own ways. If you wait to be absolutely certain of a thing before you believe it’s true, you’ll never know anything, you’ll never be with anyone, and you’ll never have a home. That’s how it is with everything in this life, and that’s how it is with Gela. If you want to hear her voice you have to take a risk. You have to be brave enough to take the risk that you might be wrong. You weren’t willing to take that risk in Circle, and now your chance has gone. I just hope that sometime you learn to take it in your own life, or you’ll have no life at all.’
She wouldn’t talk to me after that. She wouldn’t look at me. She walked away, back to where the guards who’d come over with us from Wide Forest were playing chess in the blue light and warmth of a big spiketree, on a board scratched into the dirt.
‘When you’re ready, men, I’m set to go. Angie here isn’t coming with us. It seems she’s too good for us. It seems she’s too good even for Mother Gela.’
And that was it. I tried again to speak to her, but she turned her head and told the guards to keep me away from her.
So then I was alone. Really really alone. I was in Circle Valley where I knew nobody. All the rest of the Davidfolk Ground was on far side of the Dark, and I didn’t know anyone there either. The place I came from was ten miles out in the Pool, and there was no one there any more. They’d all left, and I had no idea where they’d gone.
I had those metal cubes with me that the Kneefolk had given me when I left them. I gave one of them to a trader to let me cross over the Dark with him and his bucks.
Twenty-five
Well, I’d say it was obvious,’ said Trueheart, as we squatted side by side at the edge of Circle Clearing, pretty much exactly in the same spot where Mary had been waiting for me that third time. ‘I’d say it was obvious obvious. She wanted you to fake it, didn’t she? She wanted you to fake it like she did, and she was angry because you weren’t prepared to do it. It made what she did look bad.’