Chapters (68)
- Title page
- Dedication
- Part I
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 20. 20:25 MT.
- Part II
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Thirty-seven
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 22. 20:05 MT.
- Thirty-eight
- Thirty-nine
- Forty
- Forty-one
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 25. 15:30 MT.
- Forty-two
- Forty-three
- Forty-four
- Forty-five
- Forty-six
- Forty-seven
- Forty-eight
- Forty-nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-one
- Fifty-two
- Fifty-three
- Fifty-four
- Part III
- Fifty-five
- Fifty-six
- Fifty-seven
- Fifty-eight
- Also by Chris Beckett
- Copyright page
But I knew I couldn’t be angry about it. I loved Mary for choosing me, and I respected her, but I couldn’t help myself from loving Starlight as well, and I couldn’t help myself from being proud of her. So, bursting though I was to tell someone, I said nothing about what I’d heard. When Mary came back, we talked about this and that as we began to get ourselves ready in the place that was set aside for shows, but I didn’t mention Starlight at all. In fact I’d never spoken to Mary about Starlight. I hadn’t mentioned her even once.
Nine
Fox slept for a couple of hours, but then woke up.
‘Mum! What’s that sound?’
‘What sound, darling?’
Dave sat bolt upright beside me.
‘What? What is it? What can you hear, Fox?’
‘Oh shhh, Dave. Don’t wake everyone up. It’s just forest, Foxy. It’s just the trees and the animals.’
It was my job, I figured, to be a home for my children, even when they had no home, and to try and make them feel safe, even when there was danger. But the truth was I’d been lying awake myself, listening to rustlings in the starflowers and cracking branches, imagining the Johnfolk creeping up on us with their metal masks and spears. They were near near. Even if they’d stopped right there on poolside where they’d grounded and not moved into forest at all, they were still only a waking’s walk away. And who was to say they had stopped? Who was to say they weren’t heading straight for Davidstand just as we were? Hmmmph hmmmph went the trees, hmmmmmmmm went forest, and I wanted to yell at it to shut up and be quiet for once so I could listen out properly for danger.
No one had been sleeping deeply. Foxy and Dave set off a whole string of other anxious voices round us: grownups muttering to other grownups, kids calling out to their mums or dads. A baby started to cry – it was little Suzie, the daughter of Tom’s new young shelterwoman – and that woke up Metty, so he began to cry as well. So much noise! The Johnfolk could have crept right up to us and we still wouldn’t have heard them.
‘We’ll carry on,’ Tom decided. ‘Seeing as we’re all awake, we’ll get the bucks loaded up and get going again.’