Chapters (80)
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- CONTENTS
- PROLOGUE
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- CHAPTER 55
- CHAPTER 56
- CHAPTER 57
- CHAPTER 58
- CHAPTER 59
- CHAPTER 60
- CHAPTER 61
- CHAPTER 62
- CHAPTER 63
- CHAPTER 64
- CHAPTER 65
- CHAPTER 66
- CHAPTER 67
- CHAPTER 68
- CHAPTER 69
- CHAPTER 70
- A LETTER TO MY READERS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- ALSO BY RACHEL ABBOTT
- OTHER NOVELS BY RACHEL ABBOTT
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
- READING GROUP QUESTIONS
As we walked along the corridor Thea pointed to a board on the wall on which hung all kinds of keys. ‘The bottom left key is the one to my car. The garage isn’t locked, and the car’s always full of fuel. No need to ask, dear. Just help yourself.’
She was so kind. All I wanted to do was crawl back up to my room and be ashamed of myself in private, but Thea was having none of that. ‘Come and sit with me. The doctor is in his study so we won’t be disturbed.’
I followed her into a huge kitchen with units along two walls, an Aga under a wooden mantelpiece and a dresser stretching the length of the third wall. The fourth wall consisted of windows looking out over the garden. A long table filled the central space. It felt warm and more than a little disorganised.
‘Sit down. I’m going to make you one of my special teas.’
‘There’s no need, Thea,’ I said. ‘I’m happy to go back up and make my own.’
On my first day Thea had presented me with a tin of home-filled tea bags. ‘These are my own brew,’ she had said. ‘They’re comforting and warming – perfect for just before bed. You’ll have a wonderful night’s sleep.’ And she was right. I always made a cup before bed and was out like a light every night.
‘I’m going to make you an extra-special version tonight,’ she said. ‘It’ll calm you, and if you’re going to be sorting things out tomorrow, you need to be calm, don’t you?’
I couldn’t argue with that, so I sat with her and chatted about nothing very much – I seem to remember she told me about some of the foibles of her car – while I sipped her delicious tea. It certainly did the trick because by the time I went upstairs to bed I was feeling much more settled.
But all that was to change.
I went straight to bed and fell into a deep sleep. Later I vaguely remember waking up feeling hot – too hot. I’m sure I threw off the bedclothes and then sat up. I was confused, I think, but I’m not sure why.
That is the last thing I remember until I woke up back in Thea’s kitchen, a blanket around my shoulders, shivering. She was in her dressing gown, rubbing my feet with a warm towel, and my chair was pulled close to the Aga.
I don’t know how I got there. One minute I was in bed, the next I was in the kitchen, cold, disorientated, with Thea in her nightclothes trying to warm me up.
‘Oh, my dear, I didn’t know you were a sleepwalker,’ she said, concern in her voice.