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Chapters (80)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. CONTENTS
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. CHAPTER 6
  11. CHAPTER 7
  12. CHAPTER 8
  13. CHAPTER 9
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. CHAPTER 19
  24. CHAPTER 20
  25. CHAPTER 21
  26. CHAPTER 22
  27. CHAPTER 23
  28. CHAPTER 24
  29. CHAPTER 25
  30. CHAPTER 26
  31. CHAPTER 27
  32. CHAPTER 28
  33. CHAPTER 29
  34. CHAPTER 30
  35. CHAPTER 31
  36. CHAPTER 32
  37. CHAPTER 33
  38. CHAPTER 34
  39. CHAPTER 35
  40. CHAPTER 36
  41. CHAPTER 37
  42. CHAPTER 38
  43. CHAPTER 39
  44. CHAPTER 40
  45. CHAPTER 41
  46. CHAPTER 42
  47. CHAPTER 43
  48. CHAPTER 44
  49. CHAPTER 45
  50. CHAPTER 46
  51. CHAPTER 47
  52. CHAPTER 48
  53. CHAPTER 49
  54. CHAPTER 50
  55. CHAPTER 51
  56. CHAPTER 52
  57. CHAPTER 53
  58. CHAPTER 54
  59. CHAPTER 55
  60. CHAPTER 56
  61. CHAPTER 57
  62. CHAPTER 58
  63. CHAPTER 59
  64. CHAPTER 60
  65. CHAPTER 61
  66. CHAPTER 62
  67. CHAPTER 63
  68. CHAPTER 64
  69. CHAPTER 65
  70. CHAPTER 66
  71. CHAPTER 67
  72. CHAPTER 68
  73. CHAPTER 69
  74. CHAPTER 70
  75. A LETTER TO MY READERS
  76. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  77. ALSO BY RACHEL ABBOTT
  78. OTHER NOVELS BY RACHEL ABBOTT
  79. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  80. READING GROUP QUESTIONS

‘Can I ask you a question? Do you know if a baby called Albie was kidnapped some time around November last year? That’s what they said Hannah had done, but she can’t remember.’

The inspector shakes her head. ‘Nothing springs to mind, but I’ll check it out.’ She swivels a laptop to face me. ‘DCI Douglas, my boss, asked me to look into Thea and Garrick Atwell. I’m going to share this with you because it’s the result of a Google search and not restricted information. Did you know that Garrick was a psychiatrist?’

I nod. ‘Retired, I think, but he still liked to practise on all of us women.’

‘Not retired, Callie. Struck off. Read this article. It was only written last year, but it exposes malpractice over the last fifteen years. A number of psychiatrists were named. Garrick Atwell is one of them. I’ll leave it with you.’

I see sympathy in her eyes as she leaves the room. She must know something about Garrick’s methods. I look away from her pity, and I begin to read.

The piece begins with information about his training and background. It takes a while to get to the meat of the article, which focuses on statements from several patients. Each in turn comments on Dr Atwell’s obsession with trust, the treatments that he prescribed and how he encouraged them to loosen or even remove their clothes during a session, to free them from restraint, encourage self-respect and demonstrate their trust.

A shudder runs through my body. I think of myself lying on his couch, listening to his words wash over me, telling me to loosen the cord of my tracksuit bottoms. I want to stop reading, but I can’t.

“My actions have been taken totally out of context,” Dr Atwell said when interviewed. “Trust is an essential part of any close relationship and all barriers have to be broken down. I am writing a thesis on the subject, and I am confident that I can prove my point. I will continue with my work, using willing volunteers who are happy to put their faith in me.”

I wasn’t a willing volunteer, though. If I had decided to stay, I would have been forced to become a guinea pig for the good doctor and a servant for his wife. I feel a lurch in my stomach, and for a moment I think I am going to be sick. But then the last sentence catches my eye and drives all other thoughts from my head.

Garrick Atwell lives in south Manchester. He has never married.

CHAPTER 65

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The track leading to the Atwell house was silent. A breeze rustled the dry leaves of the tall beech hedge that bordered the property. In the distance Tom heard the bark of a fox. Despite the impressive house and its beautiful grounds, it felt like a lonely, isolated place.