Chapters (80)
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- CONTENTS
- PROLOGUE
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- CHAPTER 55
- CHAPTER 56
- CHAPTER 57
- CHAPTER 58
- CHAPTER 59
- CHAPTER 60
- CHAPTER 61
- CHAPTER 62
- CHAPTER 63
- CHAPTER 64
- CHAPTER 65
- CHAPTER 66
- CHAPTER 67
- CHAPTER 68
- CHAPTER 69
- CHAPTER 70
- A LETTER TO MY READERS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- ALSO BY RACHEL ABBOTT
- OTHER NOVELS BY RACHEL ABBOTT
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
- READING GROUP QUESTIONS
‘Can I ask you a question? Do you know if a baby called Albie was kidnapped some time around November last year? That’s what they said Hannah had done, but she can’t remember.’
The inspector shakes her head. ‘Nothing springs to mind, but I’ll check it out.’ She swivels a laptop to face me. ‘DCI Douglas, my boss, asked me to look into Thea and Garrick Atwell. I’m going to share this with you because it’s the result of a Google search and not restricted information. Did you know that Garrick was a psychiatrist?’
I nod. ‘Retired, I think, but he still liked to practise on all of us women.’
‘Not retired, Callie. Struck off. Read this article. It was only written last year, but it exposes malpractice over the last fifteen years. A number of psychiatrists were named. Garrick Atwell is one of them. I’ll leave it with you.’
I see sympathy in her eyes as she leaves the room. She must know something about Garrick’s methods. I look away from her pity, and I begin to read.
The piece begins with information about his training and background. It takes a while to get to the meat of the article, which focuses on statements from several patients. Each in turn comments on Dr Atwell’s obsession with trust, the treatments that he prescribed and how he encouraged them to loosen or even remove their clothes during a session, to free them from restraint, encourage self-respect and demonstrate their trust.
A shudder runs through my body. I think of myself lying on his couch, listening to his words wash over me, telling me to loosen the cord of my tracksuit bottoms. I want to stop reading, but I can’t.
“My actions have been taken totally out of context,” Dr Atwell said when interviewed. “Trust is an essential part of any close relationship and all barriers have to be broken down. I am writing a thesis on the subject, and I am confident that I can prove my point. I will continue with my work, using willing volunteers who are happy to put their faith in me.”
I wasn’t a willing volunteer, though. If I had decided to stay, I would have been forced to become a guinea pig for the good doctor and a servant for his wife. I feel a lurch in my stomach, and for a moment I think I am going to be sick. But then the last sentence catches my eye and drives all other thoughts from my head.
Garrick Atwell lives in south Manchester. He has never married.
CHAPTER 65
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The track leading to the Atwell house was silent. A breeze rustled the dry leaves of the tall beech hedge that bordered the property. In the distance Tom heard the bark of a fox. Despite the impressive house and its beautiful grounds, it felt like a lonely, isolated place.