Chapters (80)
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- CONTENTS
- PROLOGUE
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- CHAPTER 55
- CHAPTER 56
- CHAPTER 57
- CHAPTER 58
- CHAPTER 59
- CHAPTER 60
- CHAPTER 61
- CHAPTER 62
- CHAPTER 63
- CHAPTER 64
- CHAPTER 65
- CHAPTER 66
- CHAPTER 67
- CHAPTER 68
- CHAPTER 69
- CHAPTER 70
- A LETTER TO MY READERS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- ALSO BY RACHEL ABBOTT
- OTHER NOVELS BY RACHEL ABBOTT
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
- READING GROUP QUESTIONS
Tom had informed the mortuary that he was bringing someone to possibly identify Penny and suggested that Nathan travel with him in his car. They hadn’t spoken on the journey, Tom leaving Nathan to his own thoughts, but as they stepped out of the car Tom felt a familiar tension. Although he had never been a fan of Nathan’s pugnacious character, he knew how difficult the next few minutes were going to be for him. Being asked to identify someone close was a dreadful experience, and he remembered having to do it himself not long ago when a woman very closely resembling his ex-girlfriend Leo had been found.
He would never forget how it had felt: the sick dread that he was going to see the face of someone who mattered to him lying lifeless, the colour drained from her cheeks. At least Penny, as he continued to think of her until proven otherwise, didn’t have any damage to her face. There were no visible signs of trauma.
He had suggested looking at photographs first, but Nathan didn’t feel that would be conclusive. Had he seen Hannah recently, he would have felt more comfortable with the idea, but he wasn’t confident that it would be enough.
‘If you’re still unsure after you’ve seen her, we can do a DNA analysis, so please do say if you have any doubts, one way or another.’
Nathan nodded, his eyes staring straight ahead as they entered the mortuary where Penny’s body was being held. Forensic evidence had already been taken, but Tom advised Nathan that he wouldn’t be able to touch her.
Tom couldn’t tell from his face or his demeanour how Nathan was feeling. His eyes were fixed, his mouth a straight line, and he walked with his hands by his sides. Only one aspect of his behaviour suggested that there was more than ice water running through Nathan’s veins: when they reached the trolley he seemed unable to look at the face of the woman lying on it. He gazed above her at the wall, psyching himself up for the moment when he would see what might be his sister’s body.
Tom looked down at her, not for the first time. She looked serene, at peace, and he knew that her appearance in itself wouldn’t be the cause of any distress. He waited, looking away from Nathan to take away any pressure. He felt, rather than saw, Nathan lower his head.
‘No.’ The voice was loud, decisive. Nathan turned away, heading towards the door.
‘Hang on,’ Tom said. ‘Speak to me, Nathan.’
‘It’s not her.’
‘You’re sure?’
‘Of course. The face shape is wrong. The nose is too big. She was the lucky one; she didn’t inherit the family’s worst feature like I did. I’m glad I saw her. It’s not Hannah.’