Chapters (80)
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- CONTENTS
- PROLOGUE
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- CHAPTER 55
- CHAPTER 56
- CHAPTER 57
- CHAPTER 58
- CHAPTER 59
- CHAPTER 60
- CHAPTER 61
- CHAPTER 62
- CHAPTER 63
- CHAPTER 64
- CHAPTER 65
- CHAPTER 66
- CHAPTER 67
- CHAPTER 68
- CHAPTER 69
- CHAPTER 70
- A LETTER TO MY READERS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- ALSO BY RACHEL ABBOTT
- OTHER NOVELS BY RACHEL ABBOTT
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
- READING GROUP QUESTIONS
Thea nods. ‘I know. I didn’t want to bother you with trivia when you were so concerned. I looked you up in the electoral register. Anyway, I hope things have turned out better than you expected. If not, the doctor and I are here, if you ever need us.’
She smiles at me kindly and reaches out to touch my arm. It’s enough to set me off and the tears start to fall, the words tumbling out: how I’ve lost my job; how hateful Ian is being; how I don’t know what to do.
She stands in the street and listens, appearing unconcerned that people are walking past and giving us inquisitive glances. Eventually the tears dry up.
‘I’m sorry,’ I say. ‘I’d better get inside. I’m sure Ian will be watching and wondering what’s going on.’
‘If he cared about you, he would have come to find out, don’t you think?’ She pauses and frowns. ‘I have an idea. Why don’t you go into the house and tell him what’s happened? See how he reacts. If he’s helpful and positive, that’s fine. Great news, and you can work things out.’
I snort unattractively at the very thought that Ian could be helpful.
‘I see,’ she says. ‘It’s every bit as bad as you thought, then. Why don’t I wait in my car? If he’s a total nightmare and you need to get out, you must come to stay with the doctor and me. You would be very welcome, you know. We have a huge house so you could be totally independent. No pressure. Whatever works for you. Even if it’s just for a couple of days until you get your head straight, it might be useful. We’re on completely the opposite side of Manchester, but it’s only about eight minutes’ walk from a tram stop, so you wouldn’t be cut off, and you can always borrow one of our cars.’
I can’t accept this. I’ve only known Thea for a couple of weeks, and while it is such a generous offer, it doesn’t feel right to simply run away from my problems.
‘I can see you hesitating, dear, and I understand. I’ll leave you to it. The invitation is there, if ever you need it.’ Thea gives my arm another squeeze and turns away.
I suddenly panic. I have no doubt at all how awful it is going to be when I go inside, and Ian and I will have to live there, together for twenty-four hours a day, while we work out the future. I know that nothing will be resolved if we’re in the same house. And I need to look for a job, but I will be in no frame of mind with him undermining my last ounce of confidence.