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Chapters (80)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. CONTENTS
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. CHAPTER 6
  11. CHAPTER 7
  12. CHAPTER 8
  13. CHAPTER 9
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. CHAPTER 19
  24. CHAPTER 20
  25. CHAPTER 21
  26. CHAPTER 22
  27. CHAPTER 23
  28. CHAPTER 24
  29. CHAPTER 25
  30. CHAPTER 26
  31. CHAPTER 27
  32. CHAPTER 28
  33. CHAPTER 29
  34. CHAPTER 30
  35. CHAPTER 31
  36. CHAPTER 32
  37. CHAPTER 33
  38. CHAPTER 34
  39. CHAPTER 35
  40. CHAPTER 36
  41. CHAPTER 37
  42. CHAPTER 38
  43. CHAPTER 39
  44. CHAPTER 40
  45. CHAPTER 41
  46. CHAPTER 42
  47. CHAPTER 43
  48. CHAPTER 44
  49. CHAPTER 45
  50. CHAPTER 46
  51. CHAPTER 47
  52. CHAPTER 48
  53. CHAPTER 49
  54. CHAPTER 50
  55. CHAPTER 51
  56. CHAPTER 52
  57. CHAPTER 53
  58. CHAPTER 54
  59. CHAPTER 55
  60. CHAPTER 56
  61. CHAPTER 57
  62. CHAPTER 58
  63. CHAPTER 59
  64. CHAPTER 60
  65. CHAPTER 61
  66. CHAPTER 62
  67. CHAPTER 63
  68. CHAPTER 64
  69. CHAPTER 65
  70. CHAPTER 66
  71. CHAPTER 67
  72. CHAPTER 68
  73. CHAPTER 69
  74. CHAPTER 70
  75. A LETTER TO MY READERS
  76. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  77. ALSO BY RACHEL ABBOTT
  78. OTHER NOVELS BY RACHEL ABBOTT
  79. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  80. READING GROUP QUESTIONS

‘A woman whose voice I’d never heard before was shouting, “I need to see him. He wouldn’t leave me. Vincent wouldn’t do that to me.” Or something like that. Anyway, she said she was going home. Then I heard the doctor’s voice – very deep. I couldn’t hear what he said, just a sort of growl. But she screamed at him. Something about how she didn’t need to be given anything to calm herself; she just needed to see Vincent.’

‘And you think she was Thea’s sister?’

‘I assumed so, but I didn’t care about their problems. I was so angry about the locked door that I decided to resign the next day. Thea was in a terrible state, though. She was almost hysterical and wouldn’t tell me what was the matter.’

Rosa rested her forehead on her raised knees and clasped her hands behind her neck. Hannah could see that the effort of talking was draining her already depleted energy, but after a moment, with a determined groan, she carried on.

‘I tried to calm her. She thanked me and said my voice reminded her of her sister’s. It made her feel better. Then the doctor came in with a drink. She threw it at him and asked if he was trying to kill her. When he left, I said I would make her a hot drink myself, and she said, “Thank you, Judith.” It was the first time she called me that.’

Hannah lifted her hands to wipe the tears from her face. ‘I think Judith was her sister’s name,’ she said, remembering the photograph.

Rosa stared at her. ‘Oh God, it all makes sense now. Judith left, so we each in turn became some kind of surrogate. They didn’t want her to go; they probably thought she was going to look after them into their old age.’

‘And so that became our job,’ Hannah whispered. Suddenly her whole body shook violently, and she didn’t know if this was a withdrawal symptom or was caused by revulsion at what her life had become.

‘I tried to get away,’ Rosa said, her voice distant as if she was remembering the pain of that time. ‘I told the doctor I was leaving. He begged me to stay until Thea was fully recovered. He said he couldn’t manage, but I knew she was nearly better – she was able to walk by then – so I said I was sorry. I had to go. I would leave at the end of the week.’ Rosa paused. ‘I never made it to the end of the week.’

‘What happened?’ Hannah asked.

Rosa pulled the blanket she had brought from her own room more tightly around her shoulders, and Hannah could see how much the memory distressed her.