Back Chasing Shadows
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

“They believe that ‘might makes right,’ Lena.”

The interpreter gestured to Pieter. “You must come and show us.” Lena had no intention of leaving Pieter’s side. Together, they followed the officer around the farm, answering the questions he asked through the translator. Lena heard them first in German, then in Dutch. The soldiers made notes in their ledgers. They even tromped around to Lena’s kitchen garden, writing everything down. They counted piglets and cows and chickens, demanding to know how many gallons of milk the farm produced each day, how many eggs the chickens laid. They inspected the tractor and the farm truck and made note of Lena’s bicycle, the children’s bicycles. They pointed to the windmill and asked how many bags of grain it could grind. Pieter tried to explain that it was used to pump water for irrigation, but Lena wasn’t sure from the interpreter’s translation that he’d understood.

The inspection ended with what the officer probably thought was a stirring speech. “We hope for your cooperation,” he said. “Other nations are populated with inferior races, but we consider the Dutch to be our brothers, members of the Aryan race. Our victories are your victories. When we prosper, you will also prosper. Working together, we will build the great Third Reich.”

Lena longed to shout, Never! How could he expect her people to forget what the Nazis had done to Rotterdam?

Pieter remained silent after the translator finished. He seemed to sense that she was about to explode and he took her hand, signaling her to be quiet. “Tell your captain,” he said at last, “that I think you will find it impossible to befriend a country and a people who were subdued by brute force. You’re like a bully who marches onto the playground in the middle of a friendly children’s game and grabs the ball, threatens all the other children, and then demands that they play with him. Do you understand what I’m saying?”

The interpreter turned to the captain and mumbled a few words, but he didn’t repeat Pieter’s reply, which was probably for the better.

Two hours after they arrived, the Nazis returned to their vehicles. “Good thing our farm is on a dead-end road,” Pieter said as the roar of motorcycles faded and the dust cloud settled. “We’ll always hear them coming.”

“What’s going to happen to us, Pieter? To our family and our village? I’m glad Wim and Maaike are on summer break, but oh, how I wish Ans was home!” Having the Nazis nearby was like knowing a dangerous beast was on the prowl, and she longed to hold her children close where she could see them and protect them. But as Pieter had once told her, the illusion that she was in control was just that —an illusion. A foreign army occupied her country. The Netherlands was no longer free.