Back Chasing Shadows
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

The doorbell rang, and Ans offered to answer it. Her heart did a little dance when she saw Erik on the doorstep. She hadn’t seen him in more than a week, occupied with the preparations for the Jacobses’ visit. “Erik! What a nice surprise. Would you like to come in?”

He shook his head. “Can you come for a walk with me, Ans?”

“Sure. Let me get a jacket and tell the professor I’m going.”

“Have you heard the news?” he asked when Ans returned. He reached for her hand and they started walking.

“About the war? Yes. It’s awful, isn’t it? I hope it isn’t as long or as horrible as the last one. The news upset Mrs. Huizenga terribly. We have guests staying with us —Jewish refugees from Germany —and they were also upset.”

“I came to tell you that I’m being called up for military training with the Dutch army.”

“Military training? Why?”

“All men between age eighteen and forty are required to go. They say as many as three hundred thousand of us will be mobilized.”

Ans halted in place. She squeezed his hand tighter. “But . . . the Netherlands is neutral. Professor Huizenga said Hitler promised not to attack us. He thinks the other nations will respect our neutrality too, as they did during the first war.”

“Yes, the Netherlands will remain neutral.” He tugged her hand to start her walking again.

“Then why are we mobilizing our men?”

“It’s just a precaution. We need to let the other countries know that we won’t take sides in this war, but we’ll defend our borders.” Erik encircled her waist and pulled her close as they continued down the street and across the bridge to the park.

Ans wrapped her arm around him too, wondering how much longer she would have him beside her. “When do you have to leave? Do you know where you’ll be sent?”

“I’m not sure about any of that. I haven’t received orders yet. But very soon, I expect.” In his understated way, he seemed excited by the prospect.

“How do you feel about going?” she asked.

“I think army life might suit me. And it’s not like anyone will be shooting at me.”

“I should hope not!”

He halted by the water’s edge and took both her hands in his as he gazed down at her. He seemed shy suddenly. “I came to ask a favor. I know we’ve only known each other a few weeks, but . . . will you be my girlfriend?”

Ans hoped it was too dark for him to see that she was blushing. Her fair skin always betrayed her. “I would like that very much,” she replied. “I’m going to miss you, Erik.” She leaned close and hugged him tightly. The thought of Erik going away or fighting a war made her realize how much she cared for him.