Back Chasing Shadows
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

Lena set down the milk cans so they wouldn’t slip from her shaking hands. Which of her neighbors had told them about Wim? She held her palms out, shaking her head, pretending not to understand. “Your son!” he said in Dutch. One of the soldiers went into the barn. The second one started to follow him, then something caught his eye in the distant pasture.

“Over there!” he shouted. He pointed to Wim, who was trying to crawl toward the ditch. “Halt! Halt right there or I’ll shoot!”

Lena closed her eyes. Oh, God . . . oh, God . . . oh, God . . . She heard the door to the kitchen open and saw Maaike and Bep peeking out. She shook her head at them and they disappeared inside.

It seemed to take forever for the soldiers to cross the field and haul Wim back with them. And yet it took only an instant. “No! You can’t take him!” Lena screamed. “He’s only sixteen!” One of the soldiers blocked Lena’s path to keep her from going to him. “Please! No!” she begged.

They parted the canvas flap and Lena saw that the back of the truck was filled with young men Wim’s age. “Get in,” they told him. He looked at Lena, his face white with fear.

“No!” she screamed. Everything in Lena wanted to run forward and save her son. But she couldn’t. The soldier pushed Wim’s shoulder, and he climbed on board.

A moment later, the truck was gone. They had taken her son! Why hadn’t Wim stayed inside where it was safe? They’d been so careful all these months. Why hadn’t she walked the cows out to the pasture instead of him?

Lena sank down in the doorway of the barn, rocking in place, screaming and wailing with grief. “God, why? How could You let this happen?” There was no answer.

Lena hadn’t slept well in days, waiting for her contact to come, hoping and praying that he would know what had happened to Wim. She was sitting with Ina at the kitchen table after midnight when Wolf slipped through the door from the barn to join them.

“Do you have any news of my son?” she asked, rising from her chair.

“Your son?” He glanced around the darkened kitchen as if Wim were playing a game and might leap out of the shadows.

“The Nazis took him away.”

“I’m sorry . . . I’m so sorry . . .” He sank onto a chair as if burdened by the news.

“They put him in a truck full of young men. Do you know where they were taking them? To a factory in the East, do you think? The Allies are bombing those Nazi factories, and . . .” She couldn’t finish.