Back Chasing Shadows
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

“Oh? Why is that?”

“I love my parents very much, and they’re wonderful people, but I want to see new things and do new things. After I finished secondary school last spring, I wasn’t sure what I wanted to do in the future. I’m hoping that coming here will help me figure it out.”

Eloise gave a clap of delight. “What a marvelous place to be in, Ans! You’re a lovely young woman with your whole future ahead of you and endless possibilities to explore. I hope we’ll become friends and that you’ll let me show you all the things I love about this city. It will be exciting for both of us.”

“That’s very kind and generous —”

“We’ll explore Leiden, then take the train to Amsterdam and Den Haag. We’ll attend concerts and see artwork —the greatest artists in the world are from the Netherlands, you know. I believe you’ll see the exquisite beauty of your farm life in a new way when you view it through their eyes. Are you familiar with the Impressionists?” Her pale skin grew flushed as she spoke, her voice breathless. She didn’t wait for Ans to reply as she gushed on. “You must see the Impressionists’ artwork. I could lose myself in their vision of the world. And there are a host of lectures on a fabulous variety of new ideas. Like phrenology! Are you familiar with phrenology?”

“No, I —”

“I find it endlessly fascinating! Oh, there are so many astonishing new ideas to explore. I will make you my apprentice and fellow sojourner in their discovery!”

“I would like that.”

“You aren’t eating, Ans. Here, you must try one of these pastries. They’re from my favorite coffee shop near the university, and although they aren’t quite as good as the ones back home, we must make do when we’re in exile, mustn’t we? No one makes a croissant like the French do —even the Belgians, sad to say. Please, try one.”

Ans was overwhelmed by everything —Eloise’s home, her zest for life, and her generosity in sharing them. Yet something about her glittering enthusiasm seemed out of proportion to their brand-new friendship. After learning of Eloise’s fragile mental state, Ans felt as if she were trying to sip from a teacup filled dangerously close to the brim.