Back Chasing Shadows
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

Lena heard the distant rumble of approaching aircraft —an entire formation from the sound of it. She would need to wait until it passed before venturing out with her daughters again. Shadows flickered on the floor as the planes flew in front of the sun. Her father noticed them too.

“Every time you see planes flying overhead, let them remind you that we can find refuge in the shadow of His wings.”

“I don’t understand why God allows this, Papa.”

“Keep your eyes on the Cross and the Resurrection. When we remember how much Christ sacrificed for us, we’ll know we can trust Him with anything.”

They had just finished praying together when there was a tremendous explosion somewhere far in the distance, probably dozens of miles away. Lena felt the hair on her arms and neck rise. The Nazis would make them pay. “I need to go home,” she said.

Papa walked her to the door. “You know you can always come to me, Lena, and I’ll pray with you. But I may not always be here, and you must —”

“Don’t say that! With Pieter gone, I need you! I can’t face this alone.”

“It may not be up to me. I’m telling you what I tell all of my parishioners. You need to turn to God, not me.” It was what Pieter had told her and Wim before he left.

Lena walked up to the windmill that night after the girls were in bed to ask the shadow people if the hidden radio had reported any news of the battles being fought on Dutch soil. “I don’t think it’s going well for the Allies,” one of them told her. “There was a coded message for the Resistance to help with the retreat.”

“No . . .” They had drawn such hope from the Allies’ presence. How could any of them bear to lose that hope again?

The next day, Lena cycled into town with Maaike and Bep for the Sunday morning worship service. It was still too risky for Wim to be seen. She found consolation in the hymns, comfort in the prayers, and renewed strength from her friends and neighbors who were suffering with her. No one spoke of their fear of an enemy reprisal, but they all knew it was on everyone’s mind.

“This war has caused us to face impossible decisions,” Papa said in his sermon. “How do we decide which choice to make? Should we tell a lie to protect a Jewish child, for instance? Is it okay to steal from our enemy to feed someone in need?” He paused and gazed out at the congregation. Lena had never noticed how thin he’d become. “Jesus said the most important commandments are to love the Lord your God and love your neighbor. And so, whenever we face a dilemma, we can ask, What is the best way to show our love for God and for our neighbor?”