Chapters (74)
- Cover
- Praise for Lynn Austin
- Also by Lynn Austin
- Epigraph
- PROLOGUE
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- CHAPTER 55
- CHAPTER 56
- CHAPTER 57
- CHAPTER 58
- CHAPTER 59
- CHAPTER 60
- CHAPTER 61
- CHAPTER 62
- CHAPTER 63
- EPILOGUE
- CHAPTER 1
- A Note from the Author
- Acknowledgments
- Discussion Questions
- About the Author
He took a moment to reply as if searching for a place to begin, running his hand over his reddish-blond hair, stroking his trim goatee. “You wouldn’t know it from meeting Eloise, but she is a very fragile woman who struggles, from time to time, with melancholia.” He spoke as if it pained him to disparage her. “You were recommended to me as a bright, cheerful young lady, who I hope will be good medicine for her. Have you ever known someone with melancholia?”
“No, I’m sorry.” Ans wondered if the truth would cost her the job.
“Eloise goes for days, weeks, even months at a time when all is well, and no one would ever guess that anything was wrong. But then something triggers her sadness, and she falls into a pit that she can’t easily climb out of. It isn’t your task to keep her happy but to walk beside her in the darkness and make sure that she doesn’t . . .” He looked down at his desk for a long moment before looking up again. “That she doesn’t harm herself.” His words fell as soft as snowflakes. “Does that possibility frighten you, Miss De Vries?”
“To be perfectly honest, yes. But I took care of my grandmother during the final months of her life, and that was often difficult too.” Ans paused, then decided to take a chance. “May I ask why your wife might choose to harm herself?”
“Yes, of course. Her background is important to know.” He took a deep breath, then continued. “Eloise grew up in Belgium. She was a young woman like you when the surrounding nations decided to wage a war in the middle of her country. She lost her home and her parents to the violence and then her only brother, who was very dear to her. He was gassed and suffered horribly before he died. I’m not sure one ever recovers from such tragic losses, but Eloise has spent her lifetime trying. Valiantly.”
Ans had read accounts in school of the Great War in neighboring Belgium —the hellish trench warfare, the poison gas attacks, the endless devastation. “I’m so sorry, Professor. I can’t imagine suffering through such a terrible war. What can I do to help her?”
“There are certain events . . . sounds . . . even smells that distract her mind from the present and hurl her into the past. Into the pit. In time, you will learn what some of those trip wires are. You must become her lifeline, her tether, linking her to the present. You serve as a reminder of what is real and what isn’t. I need you to be a companion and a friend without giving the impression that you are her jailer.”
“I see.” A niggle of fear burrowed into her stomach. The job would be challenging, but hadn’t she wanted something different?