Chapters (74)
- Cover
- Praise for Lynn Austin
- Also by Lynn Austin
- Epigraph
- PROLOGUE
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- CHAPTER 55
- CHAPTER 56
- CHAPTER 57
- CHAPTER 58
- CHAPTER 59
- CHAPTER 60
- CHAPTER 61
- CHAPTER 62
- CHAPTER 63
- EPILOGUE
- CHAPTER 1
- A Note from the Author
- Acknowledgments
- Discussion Questions
- About the Author
The women seemed delighted to have someone new to talk with, and they shared their stories with Miriam. Lies and her daughters —Julie, who was sixteen, and Betsie, who was fourteen —were from Amsterdam and had gone into hiding during the roundups with the help of her husband’s Gentile business partner. Lies’s husband and son were also hiding, but she had no idea where. Alie was eighteen, also from Amsterdam, and the daughter of a rabbi. “I’m the oldest, and Abba found a hiding place for me first. I have no idea if my parents or any of my six siblings escaped the roundups. Abba has a special stamp on his papers, which is supposed to give him favored status, but . . .” Her words trailed off. All four women had been in hiding for as long as Miriam had, most of that time here on the Mulders’ farm.
Miriam told her story quickly, needing to scrape past the pain. She knew it made her sound unfeeling, but then the others had sounded brusque too as they’d spoken of their families. It was better not to feel any emotion, she’d decided, than to store up the pain until it destroyed her the way Eloise’s grief continually threatened to do.
“You must miss your husband and child,” Lies said softly. “I know how much I miss mine.”
“Yes.” Miriam couldn’t think about them. Wouldn’t think about them. The low drone of airplanes sounded in the distance, growing louder and closer until the planes rumbled heavily above the chicken coop, rattling the walls.
“We hear firefights sometimes,” Alie said. “And bombs exploding.”
“Have you heard any news of the war?” Lies asked. “Is there any chance of it ending soon so we can have our lives back?”
“I’m not sure. The people I was staying with had to turn in their radio a few months ago. The newspapers are run by the Nazis, and they always claim to be winning.” The little room grew darker as they talked and night fell. The chickens seemed to have settled down too, and except for the sound of crickets, the night grew still. Miriam wondered how she would sleep without the rumbling, rustling noises of the city. She heard someone yawn.
“I’m tired,” Lies said. “Maybe we should all turn in for the night.”
“It’s all of us or none of us,” Alie said testily. “You’ll learn that soon enough.”
“How do you see what you’re doing in the dark?” Miriam asked.
“We’re used to it,” Julie said. “We each have our own little space.”