Back Chasing Shadows
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

The baby finished eating, and Ans passed her to Lena so they could grow used to each other. How Lena loved the feeling of her warm, wiggling weight in her arms, the scent of her soft hair and skin, the sweet babbling sounds she made. Lena loved being a mother and missed having children this age now that Maaike was in school. Yes, she and Bep would get along splendidly.

“Elisabeth’s mother sent this photograph album,” Ans said, pulling it from the suitcase. “They wanted Elisabeth to remember who they are if anything happens to them. She wrote you this letter, Mama. And one for Elisabeth to read in the future. But you’ll need to keep the album hidden in case the Nazis search your house. The photographs will give away her Jewish identity.”

“Do you think they might search here?”

“The Gestapo has come to the town house several times. That’s why we had to find another place for the family to hide.” The baby squirmed in Lena’s arms, so she set her on the floor. She leaned against Lena’s legs as she gazed around the kitchen. Ans handed the letter from Elisabeth’s mother to Lena, and she unfolded the page to read it.

Dear Mrs. De Vries,

In giving you my daughter, I’m giving you part of my heart. For however long this war lasts, you’ll be the one who will watch her grow and teach her to skip and run and sing. You’ll brush her hair in the morning and hug her good night and dry her tears. I pray that you will love her as if she is your own daughter and that she’ll know comfort and security in your arms.

If God wills it, we will meet one day, and I will be able to thank you for protecting my little girl. If He wills otherwise, I ask that you tell her about her father and me, Avraham and Miriam Leopold, through these photographs. Tell her that her Hebrew name is Elisheva, and that it means “God’s promise.” Tell her how much we love her. And how very hard it was to let her go.

Gratefully,

Miriam Leopold

“What difficult decisions this war forces us to make,” Lena said. She wiped her eyes and slipped the letter between the pages of the album. She knew this mother’s pain and fear. Tomorrow she would have to release her own daughter. Ans would return to Leiden and put herself in danger by helping the Resistance. Until Lena held Ans in her arms again, her soul-deep fear for her wouldn’t go away. How she hated the Nazis for what they were doing to her family.

“Pieter, you’ll need to fetch Maaike’s old crib from the attic,” she told him. “Put it in our bedroom for now.”