Back Chasing Shadows
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Lynn Austin
  3. Also by Lynn Austin
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. CHAPTER 1
  71. A Note from the Author
  72. Acknowledgments
  73. Discussion Questions
  74. About the Author

Few people had come to the greenhouse in the summer heat, but as Ans and Havik passed another couple, he murmured softly, pointing to plants and trees as if enjoying a leisurely afternoon. “Does your policeman friend know you’re meeting me?” he asked when they were by themselves again. “And that your Jewish friends need to go into hiding?”

“He knows they’re my friends and that I’m outraged by what the Nazis are doing to them —and what they’re forcing him to do. But I told him my friends moved to Amsterdam. I didn’t tell him I was contacting you.”

“Good.”

“But Erik isn’t like them. He’s just playing along with the Nazis. He joined the Nazi Party to keep his job.”

“Then why didn’t you ask him for help? Why didn’t you tell him you needed to hide your friends?”

The question startled her. She didn’t know why. And yet she did know.

“You aren’t sure if you can trust him, are you?” Havik asked.

“I don’t want to get Erik into trouble. He saved me after he caught me delivering your newspapers. He didn’t turn me in.”

“You’ve learned the first lesson of working with the Resistance —don’t trust anyone.”

“I’m trusting you.”

Havik waited until another couple walked past. “Never forget, if we were able to follow you and learn all about you, then your boyfriend and his Nazi friends could too.”

It frightened and enraged Ans to think that she was vulnerable. Then she thought of Miriam and Avi being hunted and pursued by the Nazis, and she put her own feelings aside.

“I would do anything to save my friends. Please tell me how I can do that.”

“How many are there?”

“Three. Mir —”

“Stop. Don’t tell me their names.”

She let out her breath and started again. “They came to the Netherlands as refugees from Germany. My friend is a little older than me, married to a man from Berlin. They have a baby —”

“A baby!” Havik stopped walking. “How old?”

“She was one year old in March.”

He shook his head. “It’s very difficult to hide small children with their parents. Families are too conspicuous. Babies cry and give away hiding places. Alone, a child can pose as an orphan.”

“I know. That’s why we need to move them to a safer place. The Gestapo has searched our house three times. They haven’t discovered my friends, but we’re worried that the baby will cry at the wrong time or that our neighbors will hear her.”

“You’re wise not to trust your neighbors. Some of them notice too much. That’s why we hide small children by themselves, ideally with families in small towns or out-of-the-way farms.”

Ans immediately thought of her parents’ farm. Elisheva would be safe there.