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Chapters (64)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Epilogue
  64. Acknowledgements

Harri knows she is a hypocrite. The other day, she delivered what she hoped was a rousing, inspiring speech about fearlessness. But she has never been more frightened in her life. The team has been gathered around her monitor to watch Imogen. It seems to be going well, but Harri can’t hear anything that is actually being said, just the sound of her heart roaring in her ears. She’s watched friends weep through their children’s nativity plays, and she finally understands how they might have been feeling. She does not trust herself to speak.

‘Shhh! Chuck just said something nice about Imogen, and we missed it. Oh, she was fantastic! I’m so proud.’ Akila bounces on her toes, and fails to suppress a small squeal.

‘Were you nervous for her? You cutie!’ Kim elbows her in the ribs, and then his face darkens. ‘Oh, sorry, I didn’t mean—that was a little much, I was nervous for her too.’

‘That was so cool!’ flutes Louise. ‘Go Imogen!’

Akila sighs. ‘She did brilliantly. I feel quite emotional.’

Harri places her right hand on the centre of her chest. Her heart is really pulsing. She could swear that it’s beating out of her, convex against her ribs, but surely that’s biologically impossible.

When Dora started speaking over Imogen, everyone breathed out, an audible expression of collected disappointment. Ohhhhh. It felt like Wimbledon, watching the British hopeful stumble and unravel.

But when Imogen started to sit up a little straighter, and Harri saw the spark in her eye, there was a bang and a blast and a boom, and even before Harri had quite processed what she was saying, she knew, from Dora’s face, from the presenters’ faces, that her girl—The Girl—was home and dry. She’d won.

Kim is blowing smoke from a finger gun, and saying something about ‘Wonder Woman realness’, and Louise is squealing, and jumping up and hugging him, and looking like she might be on the brink of a dangerous all office hugging spree, and even Tabitha is saying something nice about trousers, and Akila meets her eyes and nods and Harri feels like running out for a bottle of champagne, but she knows that they need to wait until Imogen is back.

Then, a long shadow is cast from the doorway, the bubbles seep from Harri’s soul, bitter bile rises at the back of her throat and coats her tongue. Like the bad fairy at the christening, Mackenzie has arrived, unheralded, in the office.

Harri blinks. Is it her imagination, or is Mackenzie wearing a long, black coat? Is that a scythe? It is her imagination, Mackenzie is in a dull brown skirt suit—a shade known to the designer as ‘bracken’, and to Harri as ‘dead hedge’. She does not harbour a weapon. She’s carrying an iPad. Harri does not trust Mackenzie not to use it to harvest any souls, all the same.